Thursday, July 29, 2010

End of work tmr, uni in 3 days. Screw it
I haven't really viewed work as work for the past 3 months... it's been an awesome time to relax and take my mind off depressing events (although i get violently shoved back into reality during the weekends). Its like dreaming for 5 days and waking up to shit which seems to perpetuate..
Work's been rather fun really. From the best dress code in the world to the most flexible working hours.. actually makes me consider teaching with a goddamn law degree. Law is fine in its ways.. but the true-blue office environment's gonna make me sick in the stomach.
I guess they say the prime-time of your life's these months before uni.. and i have 3 days of it left. If i had a time machine i'd live the last 1 month over and over and over again.

outofmyhead @ 10:40 pm | c0mments

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Need to start thinking about a new stage in life
Having a too-early mid-life crisis dammit

outofmyhead @ 2:16 pm | c0mments

Sunday, July 18, 2010

I'm very glad I decided on NUS
Very very glad
One major reason is the lower level of stress.. I'm probably self motivated enough to have just a teeny bit of stress to get me going
And I'm thankful for the company and friends who're there 24/7
In spite of the whole load of shit i get from persisting in some aspects of my life
There's also a whole load of happy times to cheer about
There is hope :)

outofmyhead @ 4:13 pm | c0mments

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

Gosh I can't fucking wait for this week to be over
Pity cause it was supposed to be an awesome one
In fact everything about it is still awesome except one major factor

outofmyhead @ 1:59 am | c0mments

Saturday, July 03, 2010

lost some $$$, but it was well worth it!
got quite a kick from the uruguay-ghana match.. awesome suarez!
i've always thought of the most practical method in times like those.. when the ball's almost certain to cross the goaline.. its always better to handball and guarantee its out. you never know how nervous the penalty takers can be! :)
guess it isn't time for africa afterall..!

then again.. brazil and holland match was a shit one. its not that i'm a huge fan of the south americans; their performance this year totally put me off.
and the only reason why i had the heart-wrenching moments was 'cause money was put on the line. ohwell, they always say of gambling: pay to learn.

now.. come on deutschland!! think they really deserve to win this year

outofmyhead @ 2:39 pm | c0mments

Thursday, July 01, 2010

Seems the impression of good things can change in a flash
Didn't expect that i'll get it from adults
It's a big shame really
Location: Office
Wow situations can really make one really vindictive
Goddammit I have a huge urge to tell the adult to stop behaving like a 15 yr-old

And one more thing i realised after working (big and small companies alike):
Honestly, the employees dont need to give a shit about the kind of work they produce FOR the company/firm. Smoke through it, look good, get paid, go home and live your life.
Why remain loyal to something you dont have a stake in?
I could very well do whatever that is necessary to get paid, thats enough. No use doing more than that. Nobody's gonna appreciate the extras. Come on, your boss is human dude. He ain't gonna praise you for something you did exceeding expectations.

As you can see, I probably made a whole lot of sweeping statements up there. But yes, I gather my experience from 2 companies.
And the fact that i'm typing this now at this time on a weekday makes it obvious what and who exactly i'm referring to.

outofmyhead @ 6:01 pm | c0mments

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