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Sunday, June 27, 2010 Climax of the world cup on the way! Can't wait.12 july 2010 Brazil vs Germany lets go! ok that was quite a wild guess. Between germany/spain/argentina its a tough one. but i suppose brazil is more or less confirmed.. or the oranje? by a miracle maybe. time to samba!! before term starts Update Commoneh germany! Been itching to play for 2 yrs now.. shall satisfy that urge thoroughly in nus!!
Thursday, June 24, 2010 Ambition.Big word, big dreams, the unattainable. I have too much of it. Got a whole list of to-dos in my life that I doubt I can complete.. Starting to think of the best way to inhabit this planet. Ah it seems my mid-life crisis is coming.. 20 yrs too early
Sunday, June 20, 2010 tough times do lastbut so do i, hah was admitted to rgs bottom 5% of my cohort thanks to an awesome appeal.. remained possibly bottom 5% until sec 4.. climbed up to average (? ok maybe a little below) in rj.. and now i shall be admitted to nus as bottom 5% of my class again.. (thanks to an appeal as well?) dammit guess i'm quite good at scraping through things better not graduate as bottom 5% of my class though gonna be tough moving on.. been rather grateful for the amount of free time i've been having for 2 months now.. been reviewing my past entries and realised what a violent dissident i was/am (still), though my dissents manifested more frequently in jc (thanks to sea lectures in lt5 and gp + econs questions with superfluous "singapore"s). haven't been too bothered about the system this year, since i substituted the newspaper with time and economist. which means near-zero coverage on singapore (how awesome), and more on what really matters in this world. there's been too much propaganda in our schools. its stifling and foolish. Who controls the past controls the future; Who controls the present controls the past. spot-on description of some governments today...
Thursday, June 17, 2010 need to make the biggest decision of the decadeah, choice is good is it not? i'm all alone on this one. Update: alright. decision done. did not make it alone, thank goodness shall not attempt to look back now
Sunday, June 13, 2010 mind's been in a rather tumultuous state for quite awhile now.1984's a disturbing read as well, leaves me feeling vexed and eager to stop digesting those words; but we all know books - and ones like these - get your fingers flipping and eyes darting as if to feed an addiction which would only leave you feeling empty and consumed from inside out. and outside of those pernicious pages, the mind seems to have acquired some ability to relate every real event to a fictitious (but still ultimately unnerving) one. back to the mind - i've seem to have lost vision of the future (in years, months, days). it's something rather queer considering my innate ability to worry about all things hours, days, months and years ahead. i'm still perpetually worrisome though, but this time it's hard to pinpoint the causes, let alone try to solve anything. and now i'm left wandering in a dystopian novel. what a wreck.
Wednesday, June 09, 2010 World cup fever here goes!
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