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Sunday, June 29, 2008 CTs over!I'm happy and sad and nostalgic and angsty all at once and part of me wishes my life had a timer I could always spin back. Dinner with the gang yesterday just made me realise how nice the simplest most ordinary things could be, gossiping and just catching up on anything (like our respective classes) Well now I feel free! Like in sec 3, not giving a care in the world. Life's great when I just think about it in that light
Friday, June 13, 2008 My thesaurus can do this: make 15 words/phrases mean the same thingaccuse attack hear you out stab backstab listen accept ignore walk away scream wring surrender threaten shoot laugh I got something nice to remember it by I got something hollow to fill a space I got something sarcastic to hide a disgrace I got a handhold I won't let go of I know the last covered thing that's hard to see I know something that's hard to believe I don't know much about being at ease Hmm. Today is friday the 13th.
Sunday, June 08, 2008 Had the craziest of nightmares last night. Woke up feeling like I got shot right in the chest, and I was screaming like some deranged woman inside. It's freaky how realistic and probable it was. I guess it gave me abit of a wake up call too. I think I got trauma for the whole morning. Must be a sign of stress.The hols have been abit of a routine, though its not a bad thing. Quite mundane at times but comfortable in a way. Its only the middle of the hols but it feels like the end already; stress piling up, plus nats one week after cts, I'm not sure the destresser I used to rely on would work anymore.
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escapist but a morose optimist. musings June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 January 2013 February 2013 April 2013 May 2013 August 2014 March 2017 through solitude 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 and drab at random blogger box
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