eLysium

Friday, September 21, 2007

I'm walking the oiled tightrope with two broken ankles and a dislocated knee
I've got 7 onlookers with a bed of knives to break my fall
Maybe I'll just stand and wait
But no, one's taunting me, researching on torture methods, one's with a bucket of water hoping I'd slip soon, one's climbing up with a fire to light the rope, the other 4 are throwing round stuff at me
I'll just stand and wait, and hope we leave soon
And every word I say says sham
But I've been 21 months on the tightrope, just 3 more to go
We'll leave soon

This time I resorted to digging up the stash of letters of 2004.
Therapy worked. Wouldn't it be nice if all the memory I had of sec school was of 2004? The rest are gone for hell

outofmyhead @ 3:14 pm | c0mments

Saturday, September 15, 2007

I went to look at the 2004 yearbook. Bad move! Bad for the heart
I've been such a bummer these few days I need to get a job or some money making hobby
Been bored to the extent that I readnotesforfun omgpleasekillme

Here we go, life's waiting to begin

outofmyhead @ 10:08 pm | c0mments

Thursday, September 13, 2007

I have to make use of the sudden burst of ecstatic feeling
Oh it's gone now
Well so past tense
I could read my philononsense101936498625pagesofwordsandstillsmile
I could read a philo paragraph in 3 secs and absorb everything!
ButnotlikeIwannaacephiloitdoesntmatteratalltome
I just need to remember that 1-2mins of feeling on-top-of-the-world
For no apparent reason
Well, maybe one reason.
I suspect I've got a split personality kinda disorder
Oh help. My notion of fate has gotten into me.
Less positive liberty.

outofmyhead @ 8:20 pm | c0mments

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Spend all your time waiting for the end
For a break that will make it complete
And it's always hard at the end of the day

They say it's the process that matters
They, you know you're just deceiving yourself
Afterall we're all gonna end.
At the end you're not gonna think that anything that's past matters

You're climbing a cliff and it's the real dream and beyond at the top or back to hell where you started
You're climbing and climbing and you've got a metre and you're hit
And you go crashing down
You climb again, now you've learnt something
You've got a metre and you're hit
And you go crashing down
You climb again, now you've learnt something else
You've got a metre and you're hit
Now you know that you dont know why you're hit
But you have to climb for the rest of your life
At the end you go crashing down and never climb back up again
And that's our purpose

outofmyhead @ 6:32 pm | c0mments

Friday, September 07, 2007

This is the ultimate convo I just have to quote it (even though she told me not to)

Ms Kum: Yknow Mr Ng won the Mr Bling for (some teachers day thing)?
Me: Woah why their standard so low (fyi, i didnt mention what 'standard' whatsoever)
(And just when you half expect her to tell me off or something..)
Ms Kum: No la! they don't go by looks, they go by the dressing.

teeheehee

outofmyhead @ 9:58 pm | c0mments

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this

When'll this end,
it goes on and on -
over and over and over again

I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be falling -
Hell, I am

You'd better believe that I'd tried to beat this
I can't even step out of it

outofmyhead @ 4:47 pm | c0mments

Monday, September 03, 2007

Testing