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Monday, October 31, 2005 eoys: all subjects - passedenglish - not bad chinese - expected, bottom history - below average geog - below average lit - horrendous maths - improved others: english pe was good :D, failed my chinese main paper, quite surprised with my maths result :)
Thursday, October 27, 2005 I need to wipe out my memory, and that would be such a good remedy. the lightnings are flashing madly. and seriously the world's full of disasters lately. oh one just illuminated the dull sky, but that's just for a second. everything returns to normal - black, cold and drab. what a wonderful world
Monday, October 24, 2005 oh finally.I got a blue table remedy, not all that pretty but still cures. the green one looker smoother and bigger, but whattodo, I didn't choose it :) and I'm so freaking tired, netball is mad.
Sunday, October 23, 2005 It's just a silly green table.I wonder if it's worse being caught for a foolish lie or having that lingering urge to crack some numbered balls I might just go insane, but why must pleasure always have risks tagging along? Green tables aren't bad, I have self-control. But its absence really causes some serious complications, namely anxiety and insanity sooner or later. (Green might cause some ugly pigmentations too - but this does not apply because blue ones make no difference) I wonder if anyone understands any of this shit I'm saying Repeat: Post 070905, line 6 & 7
Saturday, October 22, 2005 I'm so bored to the core I need a green/blue table remedy. Anything will doYesterday was a compressed schedule but fun still. Damn green table
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 wow what comprehensive daily updates.history paper was today. haha, it was really relaxing just going to school at 10. the paper was perfectly fine, finished in perfect time, though it was slightly more difficult than the practice papers. haha there was this short period of time when my brain blanked off. something inside was pushing me to write something, especially when chao ying was scribbling away like a bullet train, not forgetting the ROARing sound. how terribly frightening! I did take a glance and to my utmost horror found that a stupendous mass of words had invaded her originally blank piece of foolscap paper. when all that ferociousness had stopped I felt more relaxed, miraculously. pressure! goeg and lit are next. two humanITIEs. bless my pen and poor hand.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 bad, studying for eoys is getting more relaxed, I'm treating it as a leisure activity.chinese totally screwed up. well maybe not totally, cause I couldn't really be bothered since I'd prepared for the very worst since who-knows-when. fly away, 18 marks. aye 50 for a target is realistic enough.. history! next. historyhistoryhistory. singapore history is a killer. it's so insipidly dull I can konk off right now
Monday, October 17, 2005 scandalous shitaye the phone is great for destressing and distracting. I was going to study history, till some untimely exclamation of boredom. bad the only thing I did for chinese was memorising some compo format, pure rubbish today's english paper was generally fine, no sudden surge in blood level. there was surprisingly surplus time, perfect for a stone. a green fly suddenly landed on the question paper while my mind was floating away. haha it did serve to get my senses back to place. but poor creature, it didn't move and I'd no choice but to give it a squish. sick green shit, it got swept to the ground. whoops, I guess being a small fry does have its disadvantages eh. well eoys seem quite alright now, but tomorrow's quite a huge hurdle. I'd clear it for sure but it's whether it gets knocked down.
Saturday, October 15, 2005 I did some compressive studying today, or simply picking out only the necessary areas to study. I just started. you could say I'm highly inefficient.finished the history textbook, geog handouts, and a tiny bit of failure maths. plus, getting distracted by some minesweeping which I haven't managed to complete, at least at the highest level. and then this song started playing. 'you're on the other side of the world...' pow! an image forms. and I remember that particular bench at the esplanade where kim linxi and I did some real study, along with music and chocolate coated strawberries and mrs fields... beside us was a potted plant, and an lcd tv. just some bits of memory... back to domineering eoys
Friday, October 14, 2005 last day of lessons.quite a strange day, it felt like an extra day, not formally a school day. well we had pe for the first block, played netball with 107 and 408. and I should seriously stop running too much for the moment maths was quite a pain as usual, before the sudden appearance of chang lin xi. and cleaning up the classroom was quite hilarious. well xiner and I didnt really do much but we did manage to avoid that untimely spot check. what a saviour! I cant imagine which areas I'll be booked at considering those sls and pits are totally loose. oh well the way back home was eventful, in quite a bad way. 3 days to our extinction!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005 maths and chinese today were intolerable agonywe had to do another 4-compre+summary mock paper. I had no idea about whatever chinese characters I was reading, I tried stalling time so that the words wouldn't come jumping up at me all the time. And it was quite stuffy in the classroom I couldn't breathe properly. Ms Zhang has been a heinous pain for the last week. maths was a blank. It's torturous talking about useless triangles for a month. who cares whether they've the same dimensions? who cares how tall the westin stamford building is? google it and you get instant answer, painless. for every minute he was blabbering about 3 edged figures I had such a strong urge to bang out of the door and scream at the sky. it was a dozen breaths extra when lesson ended. went out to stare at the trees - bliss. I'm going to fail the above subjects at least.
Sunday, October 09, 2005 i can choose to study or not to studyoutcome: (study) -headache by tomorrow -replacement of my other things in mind (which can be good) -setting in of depression season no 2.5 (possibility) outcome: (not to study) -high blood pressure on the day of eoys -(not possible?) below 2.0 gpa -parents will scream i'll be happy enough scraping past this year.
Saturday, October 08, 2005 netball training today was quite fun (: and productive of course.we played with 204 and 209 and GRR I absolutely cannot be a center. but anyway it was quite good as a workout (: (GLASS DANSE and its twists gets it going :D)
Tuesday, October 04, 2005 [08:03:54 PM] there's alwa: :D[08:03:55 PM] there's alwa: STUPID GIRL [08:04:04 PM] * wanyi --> EXCUSE ME YOU STARTED IT LA CLX = LAMER has changed his/her name to wanyi --> PSYCHOPATH [08:04:08 PM] wanyi --> PS: WALAO [08:04:15 PM] wanyi --> PS: I CAME ONLINE THEN YOU WENT OFFLINE [08:04:22 PM] wanyi --> PS: I WENT OFFLINE 0.5 SECS LATER YOU CAME ONLINE [08:04:27 PM] wanyi --> PS: I WENT ONLINE YOU WENT OFFLINE[08:04:29 PM] there's alwa: COS YOU WERE GONE [08:04:33 PM] there's alwa: THEN I MIGHT AS WELL APPEAR OFFLINE [08:04:33 PM] wanyi --> PS: WTF MAN IS IT THAT COINCIDENTAL[08:04:40 PM] wanyi --> PS: HAHAHAH HI 5 [08:04:43 PM] there's alwa: THEN YOU CAME ONLINE AGAIN [08:04:46 PM] there's alwa: STUPID GIRL [08:04:48 PM] there's alwa: HAHAHAHA [08:04:50 PM] * wanyi --> PSYCHOPATH has changed his/her name to wanyi --> [08:04:53 PM] there's alwa: THEN I KNEW WE WERE LOOKING FOR EACH OTHER [08:04:55 PM] there's alwa: RAHH [08:04:56 PM] there's alwa: HAHAHA [08:04:59 PM] wanyi -->: HAHAHHAHAHA I THOUGHT YOU WERE PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH ME LA [08:05:02 PM] wanyi -->: THAT'S WHY I SAY YOU LAMER [08:05:04 PM] there's alwa: THEN I SAW YOUR NICK! [08:05:07 PM] wanyi -->: HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA [08:05:09 PM] there's alwa: THEN I PUT ON MY PERSONAL MESSAGE[08:05:13 PM] there's alwa: THEN I SCARED YOU CANT SEE [08:05:17 PM] there's alwa: THEN I CHANGE TO MY NICK! [08:05:18 PM] there's alwa: HAHAHAHA [08:05:20 PM] wanyi -->: OMG DAMN FUNNY LA [08:05:21 PM] wanyi -->: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA [08:05:24 PM] there's alwa: YOU LA [08:05:25 PM] there's alwa: HAHAHHAA [08:05:26 PM] wanyi -->: YOU LA [08:05:27 PM] there's always something, just sent you a Nudge! [08:05:29 PM] wanyi -->: YOU STARTED IT! [08:05:30 PM] You have just sent a Nudge! [08:05:36 PM] wanyi -->: I CAME ONLINE YOU WENT OFFLINE! [08:05:43 PM] wanyi -->: SO I ASKED KIM IF YOU WERE ONLINE ------------------------- NUMBER ONE LAMER!
Sunday, October 02, 2005 oh great, 2 weeks to eoys and i'm deadthere's a huge hole in this punctured tyre there's a loose bolt but i can't find a spanner so i'll just sit here and wait, till the sky falls on my head
Saturday, October 01, 2005 Time.the moment walked me by without bothering to say hello
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