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Thursday, September 29, 2005 BLISSCO is infectious! 06:39 mins of infectious laughtarrr! From a plummeting mood to -- shooting off into space :DMichael Jackson's as good (: Protection For Gangs, Clubs And Nations Causing Grief In Human Relations It's A Turf War On A Global Scale I'd Rather Hear Both Sides Of The Tale See, It's Not About Races Just Places Faces Where Your Blood Comes From Is Where Your Space Is I've Seen The light Get Duller I'm Not Going To Spend My Life Being A Color
Monday, September 26, 2005 i sense the coming of depression season no. 2.it's imminent
Saturday, September 17, 2005 Where's that tesla coil? I should be zapped at once.Time's at a stand still; no emotions, nothing. Totally nixed. I'm just one big deadpan. Most of the time I look at the contacts and go "I'm not gonna talk at all so I shall go offline now" Now what am I saying? The days are a routine This is my demise
Friday, September 16, 2005 we had orals today.i got linn loh. haha, her red specs. she's probably the most joker-looking person in the school. but oh well it did help lighten the mood. i could practically laugh everytime i looked up at her. LOL. and it was fine, otherwise. marks wise, probably average since she's SO particular about articulation. ZZZ training was ------ BORING. weights oh man. she's trying to pump muscles into us like sss people. i'm so glad i missed it, haha oh assembly was !#$%^&*#!!!!$%^&*%!#$ today. congress. !#$%&**!!!
Thursday, September 15, 2005 i've sorta eased in abitbut STILL, kill the world
Monday, September 12, 2005 I am jadedSick of everything Nothing to look forward to; not even a nice rainy day to just sit outside and appreciate it; not even a day to go out after school at least, to relax a little. It's just the first day of school today. Eoys? It's a lifetime away. To look at other's life, one which is fluorishing more or less. Somebody getting happier each day while I stare blankly at the books. Somebody close especially. Somebody so near yet so far away. Somebody I know about who doesn't know me. Tell me this is sad. Somebody somebody somebody. Yet I'm very happy for this somebody. I guess I should just stop reading it. My brain hasn't been functioning. The reason why I do things the way I do today is because it's been a routine. Other stuff like absorbing other facts during lessons or just understanding training instructions aren't possible. I feel totally retarded.
Sunday, September 11, 2005 all events clearedshitZZZ
Saturday, September 10, 2005 GO AWAY RIGHT NOWEveryone and tell me nothing but superficial stuff unless I ask I can't stand for ANY of your joy suffering sadness angst I CAN'T BE BOTHERED enough burdens mean ENOUGH. that space for sympathies is GONE, finished even the extra storage in extra sensory perceptions. I can't think no longer thank you. You know what happens when you've got no feelings I've no emotions now goodbye and goodnight CHILLLLLLING. and desperately trying to oh FUCK OFF my mum's like fucking up to the fucking core, so is every fucking person in my sight i guess it's okay i puked the day away i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way well i'm not angsty; but that song does make me feel like my life sucks that's just a false statement, my life doesn't suck. at least, not at this moment 'the grass in always greener on the other side' i'd just bless those in love. one particular person i know you're getting better but not from your telltale expressions i could be your guardian angel but not by doing something i myself deem wrong yet i'd know just a tiny fraction compared to what i know now, if i'd not done what i did i pray you remain loyal it's destiny that you found what you found loved the way you do i sacrificed some for you willingly; don't forget those who'd been your everlasting sheild - your family. now i do bless that the feelings are for an eternity (both sides) nicer than that NICER THAN THAT cheers, to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _. and most of all, to YOUR beliefs. yesterday was sheer fun (: morning, we had training at ECP. jogged 4k and played some games (: oh before that at macs linda lim and tina chung and chris slatter was there. Oo evening, PARTY at ms zhang's house! whoo j1s and jumpers '05 were there, ms yu, and ms zhang's family plus some of her friends, this 2 very familiar national runners and poh seng song were there too, at 11+. haha high status people. anyway we ate and pooled and played this table soccer thing. sabby's like crazy over it. and radiating her HYPERness to everyone, we were soon victory dancing and rounding round the table. AND ASSHOLE EMILY KEPT SLAPPING ME EVERYWHERE FOR NO FREAKINNN' REASON RESULTING IN A FALL AND AN AMATEUR CAT FIGHT. GRRR. and i was talking about sabby. yes. she's alcoholic (QUOTE ME!). put the irish cream in front of her and she'll SCREEEAM and hog the whole bottle. XO should cure her :) J1s and some people were watching tv too. time to go off, 11+. so that's it. t'was a fanatically fun day on the whole and a significant day for both me and __ ______. cheers
Thursday, September 08, 2005 Should've said something, but I've said it enough.By the way, my words were faded Rather waste some time with you. I'd rather waste some time with you
Wednesday, September 07, 2005 that flash into the future showed people in generalbut it's still someone in particular. get me? clues are there for you everyday, you didn't have to request for them the perception to understand things without the use of senses, you ask me, but don't use it as a counterattack don't show it to me cause i don't want to see it don't give me anything cause i don't need them somehow your generosity isn't sincere. it benefits you only
Tuesday, September 06, 2005 just ask the question come untie the knotsay you won't care retrace the steps, as if we forgot, say you won't care you try to avoid it, but there's not a doubt and there's one thing i can do nothing about oh you love pushing me to the limits should i break; should i break even if i tried i can't but you'll see, when the levee breaks, you're dead. you're dead.
Friday, September 02, 2005 today's topsy turvy.started off, i was late. slipped past the SAME sl at the side gate. dropped my bag at the mini amphi and walked into the parade square casually, realising that sec 2s were supposed to be at the hall. and so crap, i couldn't get it since the doors were closed and it'll be malu anyway. so i crawled up the stairs, pass the kitchen, and went into linxi's classroom and wrote her a note. HAHA. then the upper sec were dismissed so i rushed down to the canteen to wait for the lower sec but they took such a bloody long time. 20 mins? ran from stairs to stairs trying to avoid being spotted. really looked like a convict. but anyway it all went through, with no bookings and my attendence taken :) but later was quite unlucky too, i thought physics block was recess, and missed half of it. cool :) anyway training was quite fun. hurdles! :) and we gave ms yu the cool shirt. and after that we went to wheelock nydc and stalked shiqian at the beginning. found her meeting juju instead -.- but why so secretive? anyway the mudpie was nice :) we walked around abit after kim and sherie left. yup that's about all
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