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Monday, February 28, 2005 mymymy it's a miracle that i'm actually HAPPY today. after weeks and weeks and endless days of misery. i am happy! =) reasonably happy. not HIGH.well i got my wallet back. the wonderful cabby came back to pass it to some student to pass it to generaloffice. yaaay. =) and astonishingly everything was in place, just like it had been before. wow. the money wasnt gone. anyway there wasnt much inside, there's no use taking it. and! there was training today with the new coach. one thing's straight, she is.. strict (better way to say oh. yep the o'level results were out today. heh hi! this is to reply all my tags w/out flooding the tagboard (like i always do), starting from the bottom-est tag after my last. [linxi]whatever you, we are BOTH meanos. satisfied? =) [tammy]hey tammy THANKS! yes i loved that day. made me so happy, other than the horrid thursdays. =D we are stressed (and sad and frustrated) ya. i'm happy today though. good luck for SPRINTS. [em]HI EMILY I HAVE SEEN A DOC FOR MY RETARDED SHIN BUT THE USELESS DOC JUST TOLD ME TO R.I.C.E. (the method you can find anywhere online) AND I HAD TO PAY 100+ BUCKS FOR THAT SENTENCE. hai. i cant imagine other trainings w/out mszhang. it will be.. hell! [rachel]hey rachel! of course i'm nicer. thankyou.. sectwos are stressed! yes. so far only the tammy and me though. =) [huishan]hii! and thanks =p <-- i'm smiling today =) [janesaaa]hellooo janessa! i've told you quite alot from the stuff-that-you-lost-twice havent i! =) i am now immune to stress. i hope.. thanks! [mariel]you like to just say hi and bye dont you! =X same to you too anyway..
Saturday, February 26, 2005 a day without rainwhat can i say i'm so unlucky today losing my wallet in a cab shin splints back like shat i've gone insane my shin is killing me. and i cant use the salonpas because it got SPIKED AGAIN. and again. lost my wallet too while taking the cab from rj to rgs. i guess i shouldve walked, sigh maybe the cabby will be nice and honest. i hope. there wasnt even much money inside. no use really, taking it. just all my house and activity cards and so much rubbish. i wouldn't take it if i was a cabby. i havent started on my lit pt i havent started on my science experimental report i havent found any article for maths reflection assignment there's zi4du2kao3cha2 next week, i didnt bring my book back to study there's history test next week there are huge loads of stuff due next week i totally screwed up my maths s.test everybody's blaming me when i was not even NOTIFIED that the competitor's list was being done. nor did i do anything and wasnt credited either. it's quite true i guess, being a small fry gets me NOWHERE. that's why i'm bleedy incensed with the relay and the passing is all screwing up on me still, i seriously think tarbet sucks for nuts, on sportsfest at least. i'll see if there's any hope anyway i feel like just killing myself and getting over EVERYTHING --- even so, i'll still blog last house practice. trained for 4x100 relay. i was quite surprised that nobody pangseh-ed me. =) i think we're gonna get last. seriously. we wont next year though, i'm very sure. hse prac at rj, etc. the flag day people went around cheaply collecting money. then it started to POUR. wow it actually rained. (the whole day's feeling was a day without rain for me anyway) we went back to school for house party. theajoelynnchloe and me cabbed there. then we just stoned around. there was nothing to do. played some basketball and walked around more. then we had food to eat =) and watched the founder's day rehearsal. it's so... lowclass. i'm being very critical today my mood just sucks and that's about all. i went home and now i'm feeling terrible. but if you come to think of it, it's not easy to kill yourself. not easy at all feel happy, on other's expense. i need to scrEEAAm
Friday, February 25, 2005 YESTERDAY was quite a hilarious after-school. talked and joked like maniacs with the tammyweilingangelinechewmin. what a crazy convo we had, laughing and laughing like there was no end =) i was happy, for at least some time before the typical 'orrid thursdays came back to life. i shant blog about unpleasant stuff anyway.TODAY. wellwellwell. pe is fun =) then afterschool was a jumper's lunch at j8. teeheehee playing tricks and running away from kim is hilarious. (with icecubes in her mouth). last day of training with mszhang. how sad is that.. even as i think of the many times i got pissed when she kept repeating that i was no-hope. WELL. it changes at times like this. SIGHHH.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005 today was a nice, slack day =) homec. the briyani is TASTELESS. (well it's the recipe at fault) yucksyucksyucks yay we're going to shatec! -nextweek.then there was this hist talk which is retarded although the speaker is quite an impt person finally did like proper jumps at training =) and the shin disease is on again, shat. it's so nice to be jumping again isnt it.. =) i'm satisfied, with today
Monday, February 21, 2005 When they ask me how long I'm gonna love youIf the road to my heart will always stay true I'll say forever for you
Sunday, February 20, 2005 2005 new year resolution number 1 and number 3c accomplished. =)
Friday, February 18, 2005 pi today half day. many speechesstoned at zillions of places with kim and linxi. met emsherieqianling to shop for stuff then pooled for quite long =) met the sec4s coincidentally. hmmm went to christine's hse later and pooled online. then we went home. itwas a long day still =)
Wednesday, February 16, 2005 happy birthday to my brother =) 3 more years and he'll be free.. wow time really passes fast. heh i managed to get a last-minute present. a cheesecake and muffin from coffeebean. eeps. i decided on those only when the lady took my order. as i expected, he preferred the cheesecake to the muffin. he told me to eat it. =Zpooled a little before training. yay =) and we were still early. the workout was quite good today.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005 OUCH. my butt is aching so badly it's a pain to sit down, talk about squatting.ohwow we finally started on the rs proposal. it's due next tues. =) effecient people will be done by then..
Monday, February 14, 2005 HAPPY VALENTINE'S!eeyer i bought chocs but they melted =( training murdered thighs today. see how bad my valentine's went. school then training. but the lessons were quite slack today =)
Saturday, February 12, 2005 i tidied up my room today. great job.then i started sneezing nonstop. great dust i'm so prouda my bookshelf now. teakish i should change my font. this is clearer right.
Thursday, February 10, 2005 wow it's been a very long day. 930am-930pmwoke up so early and went to the philatelic museum. nice place. there was a stamp going for $200. lunch, at my grandmother's house with the whole family from father's side. yay i'm gonna have a new cousin in law. charmaine. from rgs too. tarbet. cheerleader. i realised most of my father's side are from the ac/raffles family. so i must either marry an acs guy or an ri guy. hmmm ate, played cards, phone games, xbox there. adults played poker. so unfair they left out people under the age of 21. we finished at 6. wow. and went straight to dinner at some communist name restaurant with lousy service. with my mother's family now. then i got back =) i'm so TIRED happy birthday ethel =) goodbye doesn't mean forever, let me tell you goodbye, doesn't mean we'll never be together again
Wednesday, February 09, 2005 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! cockadoodledoo. i'm doing nothing today. will stay at home. what a unique way to celebratei got a great shock when i opened the store-food cabinet. my parents went to chinatown yesterday night when i fell asleep and bought a humongously ridiculous amount of goodies. mygosh there's so much to eat that i dont feel like eating anymore. GOODNESS! there's still two tins of chocs left! with HAZELNUTS. YAY
Tuesday, February 08, 2005 cny eve!schoool. how boring and hot (warm) and then i started calling without any conciousness that it was illegal to do so in the classroom. OOPS. janessa was screaming away at me. i went nuts met some of the remaining ppl at the foyer. yanhan vanessa hazelnut tianfei =) how stupid. only the malay cabby allowed us 5 ppl in the taxi and i went there for only about 45mins before i was so bored i made my way down MYSELF BACK TO TOWN. that must've been one of the most retarded things i've ever done. great start to the year. met janessa shiqian christine at taka coffee bean and managed to draaag her to go take neoprints with us. went to janessa's house next. watched the notebook and a bit of resident evil. eeyer they scared me at the trailer. the movie havent even started yet. janessa's so amusing =) -lying on the bed and staring into space went the movie got slow and boring. hahaha reunion dinner. crap only 7 people were there at my grandmother's house. super pathetic. and it was boring. i did nothing but sms people and play games on the phone. simply just a small gathering with food to eat. ewch but i like it =) the less people the better
Monday, February 07, 2005 there's a danger in loving somebody too muchand it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust there's a reason why people don't say who they are baby sometimes love just ain't enough training. oooof i'm TIRED! what should i wear tmr. ergh. stupid training. i'm going to hate standing trip. get nothing but blowing criticisms. some people should be more feeling. but everyone was nice today. super nice. surprisingly nice that i felt happy with the crappy training. oh yay janessa wrote a long meaningful letter =) i read it three times so far. =D anyway happy cny to all!
Saturday, February 05, 2005 yay i just came back and i'm so bloated with water i could pukeri/rj choir concert! met the whole bunch of nh's at citylink and walked to marina square for dinner. then we walked and walked by the s'pore river till the thing started. wow twas filled with rg people. met chaoying and jane =) it was quite okay actually the middle part got quite boring. then we took pics at the end. well done louis =) bass haha. walked to the busstop. nice wind blowing and the lights from esplanade/fullerton was NICE. and i wanted to puke on the bus. drunk half the bottle of water in like 2 seconds. arhh i'm so tired. there's so much homework left undone peace. all we need is some peace and quiet i was just thinking my idea of paradise/a dreamworld is meadows, cottage on an island much smaller than singapore. lush greenery, natural surroundings. sounds of water from a river. every small piece of scrumptious food, laid on the ground with pretty flowers. being on this island with just the special people in your life, time is a never-ending thing, sunlight shines forever, a beach with soft, fine sand. lying there, with sea water splashing at you. i need to sleep. need to dream more. need some peace and quiet. need a paradise island of my own lost in paradise-i was just listening to that piece of music. its really like heaven listening to these stuff house prac training day number one i was earlier than christine =) and twas quite a mess actually. didnt even know any of the secones save a few. and didnt know their events etc. went to pacplaza to get christine's bag. got treated to 25c icecream and cinnamon bun. janessa's so generous =) and she was broke like me too. choir concert later. meeting up later. oooooh yay i'm so excited. 430430430
Thursday, February 03, 2005 even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight, you're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night, and I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might
Tuesday, February 01, 2005 i'm going to brag about what i just did. because i'm very astounded at that and dont know what the heck is wrong with me.i studied. finished ALL the planning of the nature of science whole project (including those of week 9), researched and printed out 3/4 of the required stuff, paced around my room clarifying my own doubts, mind mapped all that i was planned, and have the whole proposal in my head, just not written on the hard copy. and i've got half of what i need to do during the actual experiment. YAY! geekygeeky. and i'm reading my hist notes (must) and annotating (not a must)! ooooh. and i'm at the same pace as the chinese lessons + listing out meanings and sentences for tingxie and i'm gonna learn later. my gosh. this must be the post sitting-beside-chaoying syndrome happy birthday TAMMY =) i cant find my activity card. i'm starting on NOS proposal NOW =)
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