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Friday, December 31, 2004 YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mszhang's my Chinese teacher for next year! WHOOHOOOOOO. I wont have to miss her so much anymore. lol wowww i'm really THAT happy. and i bet i wont fail chinese stuff that bad anymore WHOOHOOO!!! yeah! chinese lessons wont be a PAIN! YAAAAAY! not like some PORNO liwei freak. he should just go dieYESTERDAY. Damn cca orientation. I'm so glad I came late. We did absolutely nothing at all. Just walking around school saying hi to people. Lol yanhan looks WEIRD in pits uniform. Anyway after that went to have lunch with sabby linxi kim. At far east. Then sabby went home. Linxi kim and I went to pool. Ohman I haven't pooled in a long time. And I took this cue which was so sticky, as in, not smooth, so I kept fouling balls. Kept thinking, ohmygod what's happening to me. Then I changed my cue. Fine, back to normal. Then em came from her dental and we played together. The guys kim invited were so ERGHHH. They played, paid (for themselves), and left. Played until 5 sth. Then we went to eat venezia icecream at 6 avenue. Yum! 3 scoops for each of us. Then later we had a TUB. To ourselves! Twas em's money. How nice. I never felt sick of icecream till then. What a miracle. After that we went to kim's house to swim, in the pool. Yeah another pool. Ahhh we were just having so much fun, hahaha. In the pool at 7sth.. went up to kim's room to bathe. Then we set of for sabby's house barbeque. We were 3 hours late. Lol. lotsa ppl too. 3 j1s, 4 sec fours, 3 sec threes, 2 sec twos, 1 sec one. (which is me) LOL. what a combination!! nice numbers =p. Ate and ate so much. Corn, chicken wings, marshmallows, spaghetti, sweet potatos.. coke. Mygosh. I'll really get FAT. Then people went home.. sabby's dad and bro fetched us to mszhang's house to visit her. (US = lulu, xiaohui, ethel, candice, sabby, me) I felt so SMALL. Yay and she's at least coaching us for another few months or so.. sigh. Isn't it sad. SAD. hope she really gets well very soon.. So we had a chat.. and she looked really happy. =) twas already 11sth pm. So we went back soon after. I went on sabby's bro's car. Ohmygosh that was the part I really felt quite sad. For myself. Nobody hell believed me. Don't they know they must access the CTE before the AYE? Yet I sat there looking like a FOOL cause some people told me I was WRONG. And don't they know I'm quiet only because I don't know much but when I say something.. anyhow, go your own way. Nobody knows right? And I was the one who looked back on the years I wondered where they'd gone awman i'm seriously feeling dead. literally. i'm getting very sick. if i sleep now i'm afraid i'll get a high fever when i wake up. and i'll be deader. maybe i'll just splurge on medicine. ARRGHHH must be the high intake of icecream so suddenly yesterday. and we ate it in the COLD somemore.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004 sabby/sabu/sabang came over today to scan her rubbish photos. hahaha. and she brought her new golden retriever along! =) ahahh. it's quite small and looks nice, compared to other scruffy and shaggy looking retrievers.. and she took 3 hours to scan the rubbish and burn it on a cd. and my father said later the dog was dirty and told me to clean the whole house. what crap. nuts man i'll never do itnegative annoymous statements are just so sickening, to think that it might be aimed at you. doesnt seem to make a difference if the person was stated anyway. feelings are the same. right? sadness turned anger
Tuesday, December 28, 2004 it's gonna be a long boring day today. and school's starting next week. loathe schooldid you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Monday, December 27, 2004 on the first day on solstice my true love sent to me, a wild boar in an oak treeWhat if I said I died in Thailand during the earthquake measuring 9.0 on the Richter scale? I wouldn't be typing this. Anyway it was an eventful holiday all the same. And I back in one piece, except, perhaps for a minor headache from the boompy airplane. Lol, my first aunt in s'pore was so worried about us, thinking the earthquake must have been bad enough for our hotel in Bangkok. And she must have been in a frenzy too cause my third aunt is in Indonesia, Sumatra perhaps. Touchwood. Oops. I hope everyone comes back in a whole. My bro's friend in phuket! Not dead I suppose. Hmmm ok, as a whole, there was lots of getting frustrated with traffic jams, and walking humongously long distances just to eat curry crab and tom yum soup. Not forgetting, shopping! And bargaining. But not very much cause I can count what I bought. Wallets, jeans, socks, tops, bags. FIRST DAY 23 dec, Thursday Set off for the airport, nice airport. Flight, took two hours, reached there at 6.15 pm, Bangkok time. (S'pore time was 7.15pm) I was quite shocked at the state of the arrival hall. Simply, white walls, and immigration counters, nothing else. No duty free shops, cyber cafes, seats.. but anyway we had to wait for a coach van to pick us up and we arrived at the hotel, 8 sth. Checked out the room. Not bad actually, I just LOVE the shower cum bathtub. A non-centralized heating system so hot water NONSTOP! Yaaaaay! And the would water stayed at that temperature and the maximum was 50 degrees plus =) Normally bathed till the bathroom was fogged up and seeing myself in the mirror was like looking at a ghost. Dinner, then back to the hotel and just rested. SECOND DAY 24 dec, Friday, Christmas eve I hope up and looked out my window. Slumps and slumps, broken down shacks or houses with zinc roofs, black walls, and windows looking as if they were going to fall off the hinges very soon. I managed to spot a woman feeding her dog in the balcony. It looked quite peaceful though. Got up, breakfast at Tivoli, (all our breakfasts were there anyway), tour round the grand palace + temple. This was not some boring old tourist tour, but well, the tour consisted of just my family, and the tour guide (who was very nice). HMMM. The grand palace is nearly impossible to describe. Gorgeous, I should say. There was a building coated with pure gold, totally. And every single building had a specific purpose, and the different materials used to build the building, were so detailed carefully placed. Like bits of Chinese porcelain placed into masses of gold, ruby, or carvings. Just, magnificent. And I got to go into the temple. The most significant thing I remembered was: No pointing toes at the Buddha statue. But nevermind. Quite cool. So It goes on and on.. then the nice tour guide took us to the gem factory on her on accord, and my poor mom couldn't find a nice pearl earring which she liked. So there. She got jade figurines instead. Yucks. Then we went shopping! At mbk. HUUGEE building. Plenty more shops than taka and wisma joined together. 7 storeys of SHOPS. And a cinema. Shopped till dinner time. Dinner at somboon. That's the part we walked seemingly, kilometers, before reaching, but got treated to nice curry crab tom yum soup and steamed fish, at least. Then we went to a some market which was absolutely pathetic. Sold only cultural thai stuff. And that's where we got souvenirs, hahaha. Then got to some nearby shops and bought nice stuff. THIRD DAY 25 dec, Saturday, christmas Woke up. Breakfast, then straightaway to shopping. Shopped the whole day. 10 am to 6pm. Went to the gym at night. FOURTH DAY 26 dec, Sunday, boxing day EARTHQUAKE measuring 9.0 on the Richter scale. We didn't feel any tremors though. Were having breakfast. But the taxi driver said people were running all over the street, and some from the tallest hotel in the world, in Bangkok. Baiyoke sky hotel. They were running down the stairs 77 STOREYS. Oh my I can't imagine running down 77 storeys. Quite glad we weren't staying there. Then we went shopping again. Then visited oriental hotel, the best in the world. 7 stars. Not bad, perfectly good service. Took pictures. Then lunch. I must really commend on the restaurant. Just wonderful. Indescribably fantastic. The decorum, especially. And the food was so nice It was the first time I said vegetables were NICE. back to shopping. My brother bought 7 tees in one go. Crazy. Then we went back and, done. FIFTH DAY 27 dec, Monday (today) Woke up had breakfast took a cab to the airport, arrived here 2.30pm Singapore time. And it felt good to be home again.. ahhh. The airport was tons better, comfortable, and more inviting. =) took a cab home. The FASTEST road home. The fare was $15.40. I must remember that. Lol. In Thailand the fare would be $8 at the max. nevermind. I'm back afterall. and I'm actually quite paranoid about bargaining now. Looking at the shopkeeper's unhappy face, rejecting the offer, etc. ergh I'm hungry --- oh, my, damma GOODNESS. jamie was in bangkok nearly the same time as me. i'm am so freaked glad i didnt bump into her. otherwise i'm jumping off baiyoke
Wednesday, December 22, 2004 The Twelve Days of ChristmasOn the first day of Christmas, my true love sent to me A partridge in a pear tree. On the second day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the third day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the fourth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the fifth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the sixth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the seventh day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Seven swans a-swimming, Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the eighth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Eight maids a-milking, Seven swans a-swimming, Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the ninth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a-milking, Seven swans a-swimming, Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the tenth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Ten lords a-leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a-milking, Seven swans a-swimming, Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the eleventh day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Eleven pipers piping, Ten lords a-leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a-milking, Seven swans a-swimming, Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree. On the twelfth day of Christmas, my true love sent to me Twelve drummers drumming, Eleven pipers piping, Ten lords a-leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a-milking, Seven swans a-swimming, Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree! i'm leaving tomorrow! hah. ohwell take lotsa care everyone! =) and not forgetting.. MERRY CHRISTMAS! (in advance) sigh it feels quite sad now. hmmm miss my presents and food ohmygosh sabby is also leaving tmr and coming back on the same day as me. wonder if i'll meet her at the airport. LOL ----- went to the gym just now. oooof my whole body's aching! 180 calories burnt =X but if my brother didnt push me it'd have been 50. blarrh Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along, Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone ____________________________ I hope you never lose your sense of wonder, You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, May you never take one single breath for granted, God forbid love ever leave you empty handed, I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance, Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin', Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin', Don't let some Hell bent heart leave you bitter, If you come close to sellin' out reconsider, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance wth. i pressed the wrong card, instead of 10 of hearts, 10 of spades. and the arrow took a wrong turn away from the moon. right. some hell bent HEART left me bitter
Tuesday, December 21, 2004 i'm gonna give up on the chinese scrapbook very soon. i cant even write every one in five words, and when i miraculously write a sentence i'm so delighted----- i was playing hearts on the com, on yahoo and with my brother. heartsheartshearts. the moon is too far to shoot --- wtf i got queen of spades 6 times in a row. what luck
Monday, December 20, 2004 had house dry run thing today. huishan sabby shiqian sherie was there. twas nothing much actually. then sabby shiqian and me rushed to lido for a show. we sprinted to catch the bus k! but so sad ocean's twelve tickets were sold out so we watched national treasure instead with lulu and ethel. niceniceNICE! =D i wanna watch it again. maybe on dvd. then lulu and ethel went back and shiqian went home during 3/4 of the show. so sabby and i were walking around in hyatt hotel and then we got fetched home. =) yay! fruitful day
Sunday, December 19, 2004 yay i've finished 7 sides of scrapbook! including the cover page. errghhh
Saturday, December 18, 2004 how unlucky the millitants planned the bangkok attack one month late.deciding factors.
Friday, December 17, 2004 oh wow i've finished all my christmas cards. in time--- whoo. i'm skipping christmas this year =)( ohwell. no presents and turkey with cranberry sauce. so sad. and my host aunt will be in jakarta too. duh. i'll get myself presents overseas. =p merry christmas everyone! leaving in 6 days.. somehow i'm quite happy that i'll be off and away.. yay many times i wish i could just quit this fucking school. there's nothing worth staying
Thursday, December 16, 2004 rebel. join a rebellion group so i can die without feeling like i havent done what i'm made to do. since nobody cares, i shall say WHO CARES?--- something has gotten into me. i'm waking up early in the morning to do my homework before having breakfast.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004 gifts and curses, spread(She is the one), but I have a purpose, (She is the one), and I have to fight this, (She is the one), a villian I can't knock down. I see your face with every punch I take, And every bone I break, it's all for you And my worst pains are words I cannot say, Still I will always fight on for you hahahahahahahahaha i'm feeling so out-of-my-mind. hahahhahahhahahha. okay today started so boring. i woke up, and GUESS WHAT. i didnt have breakfast and went straight to doing christmas cards. see i'm so NICE! =D i've only four cards left. *smiles- and THEN when i grew sick of christmas cards, GUESS WHAT. i DID MY HOMEWORK! ohgosh come to think of it i really dont believe what i did. i did my chinese scrapbook! but only two pages. and then em called me halfway and said she was bored =X. and so she decided to come to my house and since i felt like i was doing ridiculous stuff i AGREED! =) yay. so she came and we played sims, and made super-heaty milo with 'bout 100g of milo powder equivalent to 10g of FAT. oh my goodness. i'd better work out better tomorrow or i'll just DIE! of fat. and we spilled so much milo powder but luckily my maid was in a suuuuper good mood. she always is when there are visitors. and so we went up and nice emily helped me clear my room and it's so much different now. =))) but i really hope i can find my stuff.. then we started cutting up stuff from mags to put in sec4s books. =) hahahhahahahaha. ok then i was so nice again to accompany her to the bus stop k. hmph. it was so dark and i didnt bring my phone and there were LOADS of bangledashi workers around. arrghhh i've got a phobia already. :X ergh stupid brother criticised havainas and he bought his own ripcurl flipflops. sickening irritating LAMER. and he even put a message on my door and below my mouse saying: mad girl. beware. friend, you had better watch out. WTH!!!!! and em saw it and said he was LAME. yeah man. omgosh! ok now i'm off to finish my christmas cards. yay
Tuesday, December 14, 2004 went to the gym at nat stad in the morn. did very little. went to parkway later with kim em linxi and the stupid shopkeeper is so idiotic so we went to meridien again. pooled for three hours. =) and i'm so tired now gotta rush xmas cards duuh.
Monday, December 13, 2004 YAAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!!!! CHRIS WON! YAYYAYYAYYAYYAY! and twila still looked so stuck-upthe winner of survivor vanuatu, CHRIS! =) ---------------------------------------------- arghhh i'm shit pissed twila got through. go chris. though i hated him like hell at the start. how ironic. twila's just so FAKE. hahahah and the two of them are highway workers. nice. chris-highway construction worker. twila-highway repair worker. LOL. whoa i love the part eliza got all flared up and called twila a bitch. yeah that's the way =) super climax. and the poor julie part. hahahhahaha. awman i so hope chris wins. america's next top model next too. AHHH darn yoanna! sickening. why does everybody i support lose. i'm not JINXED =X
Sunday, December 12, 2004 Frosty the SnowmanFrosty the snowman was a jolly happy soul, With a corncob pipe and a button nose, And two eyes made out of coal. Frosty the snowman is a fairy tale, they say, He was made of snow but the children know how he came to life one day. There must have been some magic in that Old silk hat they found. For when they placed it on his head, He began to dance around. O, Frosty the snowman Was alive as he could be, And the children say he could laugh And play just the same as you and me. Thumpetty thump thump, Thumpety thump thump, Look at Frosty go. Thumpetty thump thump, Thumpety thump thump, Over the hills of snow. Frosty the snowman knew The sun was hot that day, So he said, "Let's run and we'll have some fun now before I melt away." Down to the village, With a broomstick in his hand, Running here and there all Around the square saying, Catch me if you can. He led them down the streets of town Right to the traffic cop. And he only paused a moment when He heard him holler "Stop!" For Frosty the snowman Had to hurry on his way, But he waved goodbye saying, "Don't you cry, I'll be back again some day." Thumpetty thump thump, Thumpety thump thump, Look at Frosty go. Thumpetty thump thump, Thumpety thump thump, Over the hills of snow.
Saturday, December 11, 2004 so there. the last training of the year 2004. sigh. good but sad. anyway at the start of training stupid mr tan said that today's the last training, 'so you all will run till you can run no more'. and i was like OMG, that sounds really bad. but it wasnt he just frightened us. so dumb. we ran 2+k? yeah and i was slacking like crazy. i'm guilty! poor sabby chasing slow ppl around.and after training the three crazy ppl went to shangri-la apartments swimming pool bathroom to shower. and i was tagging along...... had nth better to do anyway. and so walked back after that.. so lonely. =( and i got fetched home then went with my family to cine, caught incredibles un-digitalised. hey that version is so much longer than the digital one we caught during track chalet! but anyway. i just realised how much i missed of the show at the digital one. the WHOLE of the forest part in the island. hahaha. yay jackjack is cute! and so is dash. and violet. ah everybody la. the whole family's nice and happy. =) and i spilled 1/4 of the popcorn at the beginning of the show. xxx- bet the the cleaner had a hard time, whoops. later we headed off to get a haircut for my brother and i got a pair of jeans =) and yup so that's all. ah so nice training has ended. gym! on mon! someone please contact me bout the TIME and VENUE k
Friday, December 10, 2004 i just read the sprinters' blog, every single entry. really nice and touching. and the way they were reminiscing about the past trainings.. it's so sad. and talking about sec fours leaving soon.. what they missed.. etc. and the template was very nice too =) nice job by jane. hmmm maybe we should have a jumpers' one. i dont know. it's complicated. but the sprinters did a good job anyway. oh and i remembered the banner we painted! -all sucess comes from daring to begin.. so inspirational! sigh the year's ending.hey here's a nice christmas carol website. go check it out! http://www.christmas-carols.net
Thursday, December 09, 2004 today is total crap. training was ultimate shit. after trng went pooling AGAIN. i'm really SICK of pool now i'll never go in at least one or two weeks anymore. anyway at pool meridien kim asked the guys along and coincidentally sean tan was there. known to me as the ultimate chess champ. living only 100 m from me? yup that's all. i was super bored at pool. and so i skied the cue ball a zillion times.the worst part of the day was dinner. the freak family either thought i was an unsociable slut or a retarded geek and they just kept criticising. and what did i do? i kept quiet and took it in. and my brother wasnt there coz of cip. i'd rather do 24 hours cip than ever go there again in my whole hell life. and seems like everybody disappears exactly at 10:41pm dont they? the time i came online. and that's like so nice of them. i'm gonna reconsider right now and maybe i'll create some other blog to type in bold, caps, max font and profanity-filled. to all those wonderful ppl who managed to push me to hell
Wednesday, December 08, 2004 cause i want it all or nothing at allthere's no where left to fall when you reach the bottom, it's now or never is it all, or are we just friends is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call you leave me here, with nothing at all morn. woke up damn early k. eight. nvm it's quite ok. and then in the afternoon went bowling at cathay at the chevrons club. yay! nice place. they've pool too and an arcade etc. omg and guess WHAT. i got NINETEEN, 19, for my first game. how pathetic can that get. louis you'd bedda keep ur mouth shut i know you wanna suan me. but anyway i did much better for the second. more than 50 at least. hahaha i wanna puke at myself. NINETEEN!!! i'm just way pathetic at bowling la. hahaha. then i got to work out at leedon hgts gym. and either that gym was micro-tiny, or it was an individual gym. i guess it's indiv. twas just a small room a lil bigger than my room with 6 diff stations. yup so i just did a lil workout and yup i was the only one there. nice and quiet. =) ahh seems like everyone's all about pool nowadays.. HMM..
Tuesday, December 07, 2004 training today. went to macritchie at 730AM. wth there was nobody there but i doubted it was the wrong place coz it happened lotsa times. then linxi came and then em and we decided it was the wrong place and it sure was. then we met shiqian too at macritchie and cabbed to ccab where training was supposed to be. but shiqian found out she left her wallet at macritchie so msyeo drove her back and it was a good idea coz they picked up the rest of the jumpers, all the sec 4s, christine and janessa. and so the seven of them plus ms yeo squeezed into her car (and i dont know how).ohwell i can say this is the best dec training so far. just time trial and i only ran two of them. hahaha. and yeah i was quite satisfied with the 200m timing but later i was SO pukish. and then i managed to do a little 110m. after training. amy janessa em linxi shiqian and me to janessa's house. and i WONDER why two ppl are so afraid of snowy. its so cute! haha we changed there, got to try out lots of janessa's clothes. wow she has a humongous closet! more like a storeroom of clothes.. and i'm so proud of shiqian she finally wore a skirt! but anyway.. then we went to j8 crystal jade. i honestly dont like crystal jade wth. it's quite a weird feeling for me to eat in a chinese restaurant w/out my family. and so we headed to orchard after that. meridien hotel, pool AGAIN. and i thought i was quite sick of pool already but when i started played i got hooked up to it even more. =D and we met kim there! what a coincidence, hahahahaha. and so she played with us. ehhh kim is so good k! maybe it's just her lousy luck. lol and why does amy keep calling ppl 'coach'. makes me sound so old. xxx- and we pooled for 3 hours. 3-6 sth? yay. and that GUY was there. [TSK]-shiqian! that hot cap guy? hahah. somehow he reminds me of a chinese serial actor. yesyes. when we finished, walked to the busstop and caught the bus with kim. dropped off at holland v. father fetched me from there. and now i'm here. yup. i am so tired. yay we're going mszhang's house on thurs! wanna go check out the place.. haha. before the year ends. sigh. i can't imagine the extent of disaster w/out mszhang. whatamigonnado.
Monday, December 06, 2004 arh. there's this nice guy on pool who added me on y.msger. haha. from canada and he's married. duh. even says when he wants to pee. hah! nvm
Sunday, December 05, 2004 nobody said it was easy.i finally got to watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. it's a nice sweet show. quite sad too. and now i understand what it means by 'meet me in montauk' - the place where everything starts, right from where it should've been and a beautiful mind was beautiful. of course. oh my schizoprehnia is so scary. blarh all the time i thought i was bored was only because i was lonely. realised
Saturday, December 04, 2004 hah. i am dead tired.um hahahahaha ALL the jumpers ponned trng today! lol and sadly ms zhang was there in school and she mustve been quite shocked when NOT A SINGLE jumper turned up. ohwell, we just decided to pon. 930 - sabby came over to get nail polish remover. omg i dont believe her mom doesnt have? 1120 - left for town. met kim and linxi at ps. em joined us at bakerzin later. nvm what happened there was a sad case. duh. walked to meridien. pooled there till 4sth. yay! poolpoolpool. then we walked down again to taka. got some ice cream. looked at the nicenice calenders. ahhh i want the britneyspears one! =) later walked to pac plaza to get my bag. haha. so ALTOGETHER we walked from PS to PAC PLAZA. omg that's sucha LONG way. 3/4 of orchard. and i got a bag. i thought twas quite nice. em too. =p BUT when i went home my brother made me feel like i was retarded my saying that bag was disgusting and dint fit me and was too common. wtf! ANYWAY, we got to isetan at shaw hse too and bought striking havainas flipflops! yaaay. or THONGS, as linxi likes. and then we went home. awww just my luck when i had lots to carry my dad couldnt fetch me. but i would be killed anyhow if he found out that i went shopping and lied. blahblah. soooo. i reached the busstop home and my maid was there. to carry my carriers! mmmp. but on the damn way at about 830+ twas already very dark, as lulu xiaohui em sabby and her dog knows, i was walking with my maid along THAT road, yknow.. and there was this sick thai-looking worker and many indian or bangladashi ones. i was somehow crossing the path of an indian one and the thai one. and in BETWEEN. -with my maid. she just pretended to look arrogant and disgusted. i wasnt really aware who i was walking beside and the sick thai one suddenly took a step so close to yknow.. check out. damn i was freaked out and disgusted la. looking in that very seductive way.. arghhh. so i hurried home. luckily my maid was there. i wouldnt wanna think what would happen if i was walking alone. and i got home and my idiot of a brother criticised my stuff straightaway and dint even get dinner for me SO i had to walk back THAT ROAD again. my maid followed me. yay! hahahahha. anyway i'm finally home. deaddead tired
Friday, December 03, 2004 an advanced MERRY CHRISTMAS! =pSleigh bells ring Are you listening In the lane Snow is glistening A beautiful sight We're happy tonight Walking in a winter wonderland. --- In the meadow we can build a snowman And pretend that he's a circus clown We'll have lots of fun with mister snowman Until the other kiddies knock him down. When it snows Ain't it thrilling Though your nose gets a chilling We'll frolic and play The Eskimo way Walking in a winter wonderland Yeah, we're walking in a winter Yeah, we're walking in a winter We're walking in a winter wonderland. Wonderland. Winter wonderland... Rudolph the red nose reindeer had a very shiny nose and if you ever saw it you would even say it glows all of the other reindeer used to laugh and call him names they never let poor Rudolph join in any reindeer games then one foggy Christmas eve, Santa came to say Rudolph with your nose so bright, wont you kill my wife tonight? then all the reindeer loved him and they shouted out with glee YIPEE!!! Rudolph the rednose reindeer, you'll go down in history!! I'm dreaming of a white Christmas Just like the ones I used to know Where the treetops glisten And children listen To hear sleighbells in the snow I'm dreaming of a white Christmas With every Christmas card I write May your days be merry and bright And may all your Christmases be white This is a song for all the misunderstood of who don't understand what WE really are, adapted from 'superman' by five for fighting I cant help but fall I'm not that naive I'm just out to find The better part of me I'm more than a girl I'm more than a kid More than some cute junior you often see And it's not easy to be me Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie 'bout some love I'll never see It may sound absurd But dont be naive Even juniors have the right to speak I may be disturbed but wont you concede Even juniors have the right to speak Up, up and away, away from me Well it's alright You can all sleep sound tonight I'm not crazy, or anything I cant help but fall I'm not that naive Kids weren't meant to take All the mocking we receive I'm only a kid in a big, hollow ditch Searching for just some love on this one way street Only a kid in a small, lonely ditch Looking for some love inside of me, inside of me Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me I'm only a kid in a big hollow ditch I'm only a kid looking for a dream I'm only a kid in a small lonely ditch And it's not easy Its not easy to be me
Thursday, December 02, 2004 why can't yall just believe that it's long over and done with? it's just what you bring up so that i'll say somethingnormal trng today. macritchie. met crys there. blah. then went out for lunch with lulu em linxi shiqian. -to thomson plaza, pizza hut. yay! i was starving k. heh ate alot and lots.. (and right now i'm very hungry). then linxi and shiqian left. lulu em and me went to town. got the ps first for the drums thing again. seems like there isn't a right slot for lessons? and then we went to cine to catch a movie-christmas with the kranks.. nice show! quite sad at the end but twas funny too. ahh. and the christmas foodies made me sooo hungry!!! after that i went home. mmmhhmm. i realised ryan cabrera aint that bad as i thought. ohwell. louis yup ok. he looks EXACTLY like you
Wednesday, December 01, 2004 TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK!!!!! TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK!!!!!YEAAAAH!!! WHOOOOHOOOO he saved s'pore from disgrace! although poor worldidol is cancelled. duh! taufik rocks on! =p i love taufik! yaaaaay!!!!! TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK TAUFIKTAUFIKTAUFIK!!!!!
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