Thursday, September 30, 2004
whoo. s'pore idol ended. lalala.. hahah. i like jeassea! even though she dint sing as well this time.. huuh i voted 11 times for her! yeah hope she wins.. and oli 2 times coz she sings well, maia 2 for a nice voice, taufik 1(coz he's cute and my maid likes him), 3 times leandra coz she met michael jackson but anyway she sings well and all-rounded and i like starbucks. and one for sylvester cause for some reason ppl like him but i dont so i shall keep to the flow a lil.. and beverly coz my maid's crazy about her coz she's filipino too. HAHAHAAHA. ah well. i'd lots of msg left anw.. so there.. doesnt really matter.. go jeassea! lols.crap. today, was a irritatingly normal day. after skool tip tac tarbet toe meeting. yup tt's e theme thing. anything.. but its cute! hahah. some childhood thing.. anyway. school sucks so much lets rejoice it's a holiday tomorrow!!! =DDD BUT. it's been depressing during lessons... sigh 'specially maths and lit. duuuh. lets not talk about the uselessness of living here and the evolution of human beings again yeah brocolli? (my good idea) [smiles] 1: Hist teacher is nutcasely depressed and 'needs a holiday' (the 'the apprentice' fan) 2: Geog teacher got horribly sick, some exhaustion thing? and thats why, WE NEED A BREAAAK!!!!!!! let's take a nice long breather. it's childrens' day! afterall.. and happy bdae 101! [stinking ourselves up] it's TIME TO HAVE FUN!!!!! throw away the bad things in ur life and you get a clean new sheet to laugh and play on! =DDD
if God is a dj
life is a dance floor
love is the rhythm
you are the music
if God is a dj
life is a dancefloor
you get what you're given
it's all how you use it
oh ya yushan introduced this 'veggie tales' group song thing and it sounds.. cute? childish? yep ketchup is nicer.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
salaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfrerejust went to s'pore idol site. jeassea's leading the votes! (but of course.. i polled for her too) and next is sylvester. like.. duuuh?? how can! =XXX huuh i got nth to blog. erm. study study mug and mug. well that's all ppl do nowadays so me too.. sorta. at least i started on lit. i ALWAYS start from lit. coz dere's lit next week anyway. that's about all.. should be mugging not bloggin. but i swear i wont make it lyk yesterday. i finished blogging and slept all the way till 6:30 and was SOO late. 9 hours of sleep. HAHAHAHAHAHHH. but at least i had a nice and free first blk with no sally wong! =DDD and only 20 ppl in class la. i love it. tmr's back to normal. blergh
havent you heard that i'm gonna be okay
i have a tendency of gettin' very physical
salaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfreresalaudfrere
sally wong dint come today again. super shuang w/out her.. nobody to pick on my socks.. etc.. but geog still sucks la. anw.. now in school still.. i'm mugging! finally. can't go home to mug coz i'll be easily distracted.. anw dere's lit exam/essay next week only.. argh. what shylock.. bleahs the villiany you teach me I will execute
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
-konked out- ergh came back and i just slumped onto my bed and woke up at dinnertime. sigh. dere's veh lil hw but i'm already dying. i'm going on strikeso what in the world am i supposed to do
i never did anything to YOU
(putain salaud frere)
why are THESE ppl so IRONIC. it's very very very very sickening and i abslt cant STAND IT no longer
smts i really want LINXI ONLINE!!! huuhhhh. i hate murphy's law
hahah i'm in tarbet house com '05!! yaaay. track capt!!! lollllllssss. hhahaha. sec two only. and chloe nott and singyean too i forgot e other person. whoops. think its hui shan. issit? hahah. recess now. so borrreddd
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waiting for my dad at knowledge hub.. nth to dooo. bleagh. tests exams mug hw projects study... the craapp of a daily routine. btw, to all third lang ppl including xiaoqian and linxi: GOOD LUCK FOR UR EOY TMR! haha. erg. i'm sick of hw, test, school, world, LIFE. =XXX. i need something DIFFERENT. and so i'm looking forward to e hols! and the next yearrr. huh. i'm sick of my huge disgusting classroom too. it's much cozier at e E & D blk classrooms.. and the air-con is nice and cold and doesnt have so much problems.... huuh. i'm crraaapyy today
Monday, September 27, 2004
[com studs] yaaaay. it's an odd week monday! but there's stoopid maths remedial again later and dance exam and i gotta go home myself! =XXXXX and my class ppl are playing disgusting classical and going-to-cry music.. wthhh!!! erg. anyway.. dreamweaver is darn irritating. and i'm hungry again. dere's 3 weeks to e exams... and i haven't started MUGGGGINGGG.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
gosh. i wouldnt have expected.. it's sad.. and ironic. oh wells.. full of the unexpected yeah. just dont except that i dint see it from a different way before! erghhaha. i just saw my tagboard and it's lyk so funny.. and coincidental. hahahah. whooo. we're lyk connected in one way or another! hahah. and TWO nutcase ppl debating about who burps better!! ?????!!!!!! 203ians are disgusting. and next years' batch too. [whoops. psst.] oh to yanhan TOO: burping is SUPER disgusting. not just a LITTLE. but i can seriously say 1-0-ONIONS stink. in every way. i clarify. and it's stinking up my lyfe soooo much. can't stand it. gotta go for a wash.
i feel absolutely guilty. dint study this weekend and i'm still here coz i cant stand not having enough fun. fine i've got ap. motivation!!! i need that. and i'm trying so desperately to at least study SOMETHING but there's always distraction. cant get my mind into studying.. i'll just die. but i'll try. still. as much as possible.
Saturday, September 25, 2004
i'm spazzzzzzerrr!! hahaha i'm nuts.. hyper again! its a wonderful SATURDAY NIGHT! went back nhps yesterday.. lantern fest. did nth. aww its lame dont wanna blog about it.and i've nth to blog either i'm so busy now! oh i found out (extract from star wars): sadness lead to anger lead to hate. anger lead to unhappiness lead to sadness & remorse
and oh yarrrhhh. i pulled a dratful muscle!! grr now i cant walk properly.. got crawl my way around.. duuuh. by over exertion after a long period of not exercising! =XXXX
ah well that's about all. gonna do other stuff.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
i go CRAAAZZZYY if i cant get next to YOUUUU!!!i'm hyperhyperhyperhyperhyperhyper!!!!! yeeeaaahhh!!!!! hahahahaa. firstly. in school. aesthetics- dance!!! yeahh!!! we finished fast so we gotta do ANYTHING we wanted in the dance room and miss amy left a HUGE WHOLE stack of CDs ranging from classic rock to R&B!!!! yaaaaay!!!!! e whole class was MADDD laaa!!! ppl playing concentration, catepillar, vampire.. chopsticks.. etc. some lazy around, some practising dance, some rocking to the music and others jumping UPSIDE DOWN (bouncing up the ceiling) yeah crystal!!! tt song ROCKS. hahaha. yaay. was so relaxing and slack!!! but then my pair got called on TWICE to redance k wadever. nvm. i dont carrreeee!! ergh.
anws, then i finally MET ms zhang and at LEAST said something. [hahaha linxi too bad 4 u, be more observant next time to say hi!] pass me the cca form only la. and bluurrry linxi put her maths assignment behind it. hahaha. so i RAN up to her class room 4 storeys and RAN to the co room and found out i forgot to bring my disk and RAN back to my class and RAN to the co room again. what exercise la!! erghhhh.
anyway, went home wif yanhan FINALLY [i dint abandon you k!!!] and i was doing 95% of the talking. bursting out my talking lyk a fizzy drink since i was mute most of the time in school except for dance singing and screaming. hahaha.
then i reached home. under the sizzling sun. AND. wow man [specially for linxi too] watch tt wonderful show/movie!! whahahahhahahhaah. felt so shuang after that. but twas a darn weird feeling. but i got rid of it soon after. it was JUICIER that orangelimelemon mixed together. HAHAHAHA. perfect yeah linxi make sure you watch it!!! or you'll regret.. ahahaa. anws.. i became nutcasely hyper. was booming up my music and jumping around the bed and banging on the walls and tables!! hahahaha. yaaaay. i get hyper very seldom nowadays under stress. but i'm so glad my luck's so good today to get hyper!! YAAAY. lols yep tt's 'bout all! byyeee.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
i know why you wanna hate me!now i know why you wanna hate me!
cause hate is all the world has ever seen lately!
(and i hate you too)
my whole body is aching. [linxi] it's not about today's talking point yeah dont think outta the box. exercised finally. after more than a month. and i feel totally horrid and fat so i hadta do it. with motivation from my bro. yaaay. he brought this stretchable-pulling-excercise thing.. and i suddenly felt how out-of-form i was. ergghhh. nvm. should do it more often. hmm. and so i was aching so much i slipped down the stairs. ouch to my feet. and so i crawled down. duhh. but my arms were aching too. so i slipped down by my butt. yeah. ok. ahaha.
anws. i did nth today. went to school flat tyre. pump. wasnt late though. pe. hook ball.. as they call it.. lessons.. normal lessons.. (i hate geog) end of school. canteen. saw janessa AGAIN. seems lyk i see her everywhere. and only her. ??? dunno why. anw. at least i got my letter! haha. and ethel's too. too busy to reply tho. i'll try to write after this.
went home. weather was scorching. air con room!! haha. geog hw.. blah blah. oh. and i was msging linxi before that. talking about some *HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH* ok. stuff. very juicy yeah? hahahah!! oh wells. we learnt LOTS!! hhaha. it's really funny msging someone about those stuff. anws. i did some hw after that and was dying through geog and i dint do much either in the end but i'm still here bloggin. oh no. smts i really hate myself. no motivation. at all. i must study study study mug mug mug. but i just cant start. i get headaches too easily. reading one page of geog notes gives me a terrible headache already. how can i live lyk that?? i wont be able to even study and i'll fail yeah. sigh. whatcanido. i'll just try.
i'm acheeeeyy!!! bleahs.
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You're a Summer. You're just a ball of energy that is constantly going on and on!! You're kinda like the energizer bunny. lol. But your probably really athletic and even if you're not, you'd be good in sports because of all your energy. You're enthusiastic about everything you do and find it hard not to be happy. You're usually pretty optimistic but can be realistic when needed. You always hope for the best to turn out and many times they do. Sometimes though, you let your temper get the best of you but you apologize as soon as you can because you hate people being angry with you. You're friends love how active you are and you make them feel like they can do anything crazy if they want to.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
ARGHHH. i'm going totally NUTS. dint wanna say this but i've been thinking 'bout it for so looong!! argh. i miss ms zhang to bits!! huuuhhhmmmppp. sigh. and everytime i see her she's ALWAYS talking to smb else and i cant interrupt yeah. and TODAY. sigh. i saw her la but i was talking to mr kong so i desperately wanted to end the conversation asap. but by the time he stopped crapping ms zhang was outta sight. wth. and this happened loads of times. and so i havent even said a simple 'hi' to her for one month. extremely frustrating laaa. [sobs]anw.. cant stop feeling sad yup.. when i listen to the matrix reloaded soundtrack, although it's supposed to be trance/techno.. i want to cry but i cant cry!! let me cryyy.. ergh
anyway. today. after school mr asman wasnt in his office so i went up to linxi's classroom and she and her friends were BURPING so much k. stinks. and then some stoopid man chased us outta the classroom but he dint lock the door so some ppl went back in. arg. and then i went home la. ah yup tt's all. and i think i've got a huge mental problem. help! sigh
hey. in com studs nowww. i dont wanna listen!! shall cheat!! hahaha the usual com studs way. i'm hungry too. just came out from chem form test. doesnt really matter. and weall studied the periodic table thing and NOTHING about it came out!!
oh btw to THE MUSE again. wadever. the link is http://rachel.dovienya.net/index.html. yea. couldnt fit it in the tag.
anws. HUNGRY. later stayin back for d&t. i'm sick of myself. routines routines.. i HATE it!!! like garfield. and i cant resist lasagne too!! hahhaa. and i hate mondays too. *hi-5* to garfield. LOLS. i'm lammmmeeeee.
I'M SUPER HUNGRY. lunch next though. YAAAY. i wanna play a game. darrrn borreddd. super pissed with the sacked of the p10 djs. duh.
i just realised i'm blogging most often! everyday!! at least once!! hahah.
Monday, September 20, 2004
cant stop myself from thinkingtoday. FIRST THING in the morning after assembly VANESSA!!! omg she SLAPPED me HARD on my back k!!!!! ohgosh. lyk it could force my saliva out. erggghhh!!!!!! coz of what i tagged on my board. okok fiiinneeee. hmmmph. but it's still true. either way. that HURT loads k.
darn!! tagboard has a HUGE problem. anws. still can't see van's tags. good. don't get shot at first. duh. i absolutely loathe school. no trngs, and i miss LOADS of ppl!! and i'm getting FAT. time and time again. why why why. am i feeling so sad. gosh. i sound like antonio. nvm. coz. dere's exams. to mug.. so lonely. go school, study, eat, do d&t project, go home. dont meet or chat with ANYBODY at all. wish i could meet some ppl but most we just say hi. that's why i was actl VERY happy when i met janessa today!! hhaaha. passed her my ledder. janessa! you're privileged to get hold of juicy info inside e leddder ok!! hmph. ah well. talked a lil. and i still hadta go home anws. but i met a few ppl at foyer so tt's good. brenda valencia joelynn. at least i could TALK to smb after being mute for so long and yeah. made me lil happier. sigh. rgs sucks to e high heavens.
oh and i THINK my brother is the most IRRITATING freak on earth. mov: man's relationship to money: money makes the world go round: ducats to daughter. EXACTLY!! why are men so money minded? they think money is their life. nah. i don't live for THAT. money. what is it? paper/plastic THINGS. copper pieces. !!???!!!! and i realised lotsa ppl are very affected by mov storyline and its depth. like associating ppl with shylock etc.. ah well me too. i'll stop it then. i'm feeling SICK. one day late for ying yong wen. coz i forgot the dateline. sigh. and chem test tomorrow i only memorised the periodic table elements. havent read my notes!! i HATE being a mugger k. crystal if you were wondering why i've changed so much. nah. i'm suffering inside coz i'm forcing myself to study. if i carry on lyk tt i'll honestly just kill myself. life is not STUDYING. dudes. dream life!! just what i NEED. and want. aww i do love lyrics in the blog
At the end of time, at the end of us, At the end of everything we had, Only faith helps you, only grace can do Only you can take the pain Cause the end of peace is the end of life and the end of any happiness Only love helps you, only trust can do Only you can take the pain of me
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Don't know much about historyDon't know much biology
Don't know much about Science Books
Don't know much about the French I took
But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you love me too
What a wonderful world this would be
Don't know much about Geography
Don't know much trigonomitry
Don't know much about Algebra
Don't know what a slight rule is for
But I know that one and one is two
And I just want to be with you
what a wonderful world this would be
Now, I don't plan to be an A student
But I'm trying to be
Well, maybe by being, an A student baby
I could win your love for me
Don't know much about history
Don't know much biology
Don't know much about Science books
Don't know much about the French I took
But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you love me to
What a wonderful world this would be
But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you love me to
What a wonderful world this would be
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when you think back on sad times, you laugh
when you think back on happy times, you cry
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i love that song. suits me very very well. and i could probably dedicate it to someone. well.. anyway... those two lines on top in bigger fonts.. i though it made much sense.. sigh. it's so sad when you miss those happy days..
just finished mugging for half a day. am DAZED and conked out. blah. lallalalalalala.. nuts too. got chinese and chem to study next.
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Cherry
oh well. the angst thing sound quite.. heated. ah nvm. and i definitely dont lyk how they phrase it!! hmm. linxi got strawberry!! it says no angst.. blah. wow. great.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
coastal cleanup today. at east coast. in the earlier morning at 7 sth it was so nice and cool!! that i could lie on the sand and sleep.. but then the horrid sun came out. duh. pickpickpick litter.. dere was this huge dead fish and it's gills were disgustingly white. and this fisherman-person took the fish by it's eye sockets (the eyes were sunken and deep) and held it up the the whole mouth piece was lyk breaking apart.. super sick!! [shivers] and then i tried poking it and the scales were hard.. ok haha. and many other small cute dead fishes.. lots and lots.. otherwise just normal kinda rubbish.. nothing peculiar.. went back school.. gym.. blah. canteen.. back home.. llalaallaa..mugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmug... can't stand it! finished my lit essay! spent the whole afternoon and it turned out well! -so proud of myself* hahah... and read intro on agriculture from geog and i'm dying alrdy.. anyway. i'm freaking myself out everywhere. i can't go anywhere myself very normally coz i keep thinking of yesterday's movie. helllpp. i gotta be accompanied by my brother or father coz if it's female i thinking she's possessed. gosh. i shouldnt be freaking myself out even more.
Friday, September 17, 2004
today. hmmm what did i do. mugging so in-depth i'm going nuts. so many test next week chinese chem lit... but anyways. i got chinese and maths to improve on. i'm ok at humanities alrdy!! yaaay. liked hist since emily started writing letters to me.. haha. and loved lit since sherie lent me her wonderful notes! and geog is ok but i like it better since my brother just gave me a prep talk on how good it is and that it's common sense so its easy to score. ah well. he took geog and loves it. anyhow.relaxed a lil today.. watched the ghost with candice and em! =DDDDD. it was scary k. and the only ghost story i've seen that doesn't have a happy ending. ergh. which is scary still. but i just don't understand how candice can stick her eyes to the screen without jolting or screaming at all. lyk she was watching something lyk man on fire.. gosh. [bows] well. i was closing my eyes or covering them most of the time la. and EMILY!! sorrie i hit you once coz you really REALLY frightened me when you suddenly whined into my face!! freaky. and it was during the scary part and i admit ur face did look a bit lyk the ghost's coz i had too many pics of it in my mind!! =XXXXXXXXXX. anyway. the movie finally finished with a woman chopping off a fish head SUDDENLY. [frightened me again] ergh. oh god. i'm gonna get nightmares!!!!!! ARGGHHH. how. omg i'm still traumatised. nvm. shall study more. to take my mind off this nonsense.
then we went out. and to heeren for a while and i hadta go home. to mug. and i went home and really mugged k. planned out the whole lit thing and i understood the whole story finally! [smiles]. will stop mugging for today.. maybe i'll finish my maths worksheets. maths is nuts. they're squeezing in everything and still 4 topics left to finish in two weeks. students are insane now. and chinese teacher is absolutely ridiculous. collect the darn chinese file AGAIN after only about two weeks! and i havent done my corrections k! arggh.. so today i carried the heaviest bag home. three files three books (one of them is the mov huge thick book) and b4 i met candice and em i was given crazy directions and when up and down taka ok!! and it ended up to be at NGEE ANN CITY BASEMENT ONE COFFEE BEAN!!! erggh. nvm. but i was dying lugging all my stuff everywhere.. yeah that's all. exam period... dying soon. duh.
oh yaaa. must go for ICCS tmrrrr!!!!!!!!! ARGH. steal my time for mugging!! hahahahhah. east coast.. bleahs.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
i'm guilty conscious. but i can't help it. the feeling's terrible. can't stand. wanna break down. i've just gotta make a change.. in myself.. and hopefully acceptance will come by. [waiting and hoping][but it just seems hopeless] ppl see your mistakes more clearly than your achievments. and this is why it's not fair. at all. *breaking down-i guess. i shouldn't be using so many expletives yeah. so i've deleted them from the bottom blog. or edited. i'll refrain from being to pissed. maybe i'll cool down before i blog. yep. hahas. thanks ethel
what. you loser. what have i done. nothing. absolute nothing at all. at what do i get? hurling insults for no apparent reason. who are you. nobody. seventeen. so what. i've tolerated you. too much. did you ever realise? no. don't want you back
if only i could walk away.. out of this school.. out of this world
love is the meaning to life (i've found it. finally. [thanks anzie!] you might just be the reason i get a chance to live till i'm 21, at least)
unless nobody lyks u & u lyk nobody. then there'll be no reason not to die. but i have a reason. for myself.
I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
history test tomorrow. a 10% one. but what is the use of studying when all i think of is getting rid of myself? useless. i did a reflection. on myself. but it was bad. felt lyk i was a useless nobody. too. at least i'm born with something different. but it never shows. so i live being treated invisible. so what. let it be. even if i'm outta this world ppl'll live life perfectly normal. that's good. i'm changing. throwing out all that will lead myself to doom. i dint know that for so long. at least i've found out about myself. i'm really glad. always remember that before you say about others, think about yourself.
and rgs is the sickest school in the whole freaky world. if i'd known it earlier. so what about discrimination? ostracization? marginalisation? bias? justice? equality? freedom? teach all these but do they do it in the first place? DO they? no point chilling. dont cool me down. no use. at all.
but at least. i'm satistfied with SOMEONE who finally found out about herself. finally. i'm glad. but SOMEONE else. disappointed me so much. YOU. you got voted 'coz of PITY. we didn't mean it AT ALL. and you got through. and you bit the hand that was feeding you. is that what WE get? is it? abusing your authority, on those who helped you. WHO do you think you are? you are who you are because of US. lies, laze, excuses, faking, stealing, for fame? you're the worst i've seen. and you disappointed me. very much. you think we accept you. but how can we accept you when you don't know what you're doing (to us) and don't care about what we're doing even? you think we lyk you? bullshit. nobody does. NOBODY. you just don't know. we've been faking our emotions to you because you've faked in other ways. too bad. it all ends up lyk that as it has started with YOU.
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anyway. i'm getting ten times fatter. i feel it and it's super disgusting. anw. i dont care. after exams then train till i lose the last drop of blood. and i seriously mean it. if that is what SHE wants. i bet linxi knows who i'm talkin about. and emily too. that stoopid piece of vermin from the dump. and if i do die training i bet she'll be satistfied. eh? till that time, comes, i'll be bearing with her bloodshot eyes. stupid stinky...... and. napfa test. the freaking board outside the pe dept. i spazz bet you SHE put it on. please. i know it and she might have edited it so i wasn't dere. so what. no use showing off. i DON'T CARE. hear it? I DON'T CARE. at least i know it myself. that i am capable of what i am dere is NO USE telling the whole world. so what? i know MYSELF. oh ya i just thought about history test again. coz now i've chilled. erm. hmm. guess i SHOULD study. erps. nvm. later. haha
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
this week is just. WEIRD. and i dont like weirdness one bit. got terrible mood swings. cant expect what will happen next. just lyk the s'pore weather. wth. i feel free but wanna cry also. argh. darn. anw. had english oral today. hey. i found waiting in a closed-window classroom and closed doors with aircon is very nice and cosy!! and we were talking.. about possibly everything. chao was talking 'bout HER usual.. yeap. and we dint really practise much on orals but anw.. just relaxing and staying calm.. (if dere was any need to). quite relaxed.. not nervous at all. ANW. my turn. unluckily the teacher was the EXACT one i was dreading - ms huang!!! omg. so unlucky. but she turned out quite ok just too serious at times yep. and she asked me sooooooooo many questions la!! i got bombarded the most k!! more that 5!! i'll die. but i answered them quite well what! (i think) and she kept asking more and more!! errrgh. lyk.. the pic was about a guy holding a snake around him and a lil boy touching it. there is NO theme to that pic!! nvm. but she asked me on.. do you like animals? what type of animal do you like? why do you like it? do you have a pet at home? what would you do if you found a stray animal around? what do you think singaporeans would do if they saw stray animals around? etc. can die!! and i can just give one-word answers but if i do my marks will slash. and i ended up holding up time. i took darn long k. and then jamie was a lil sock when she went into the room.. too nervous maybe. hah. anw. on geog test on mon. super fluke. 5/10. HAHAHAHA. and many ppl failed. HAHAHHAHAHAH. and e last question. scribled 3 line coz dere was no time and i got 2half/4 for it!! yaaaay. and tt helped me pass. hahahah. lols.super lucky at geog. dint study too. and e previous geog test too!!! unexpected results. but anw. yep. found out that many thinks are not lyk i thought and much haywire. k my brain's really twisted now.
Monday, September 13, 2004
BORED... now at foyer waiting for my dad!! grr.. stayed back for d&t proj. and my effeciency helped me finish the design and paper model and 20 mins!! hahhahaha. yea i'm so prouda myself.. =D. anw.. still gotta stay back tmr!! sigh. gotta study for chinese ting xie and hist testttttt.. hmph. i'm becoming a mugger!! haha.. at the right time! =).. chaoying's STARING at the screen while i'm bloggin.. grrrrr. how can i BLOG PROPERLY when this mugger is cheemly blabbering all scientific knowledge!!! omg. she's first in class k. and i'm totally opposite. LOLS. and btw she's also the most perverted-thinking person in class with an exception of somebody. haha.. and she just said she felt HOT and felt lyk taking off her pinafore. WTH!!!! omg. she's ego!! and btw taking off her pinafore in the foyer!!! she's not HOT in the first place. ok fine. YOU'RE HOT DUDE. chao: of course!! oh god. she was kicking my chair and saying she's hot. wth!!! YOU'RE NOT HOT. ok?? i'm not jealous!! wth!! btw i'm talking to her by typing. omg. ok finally she's gone her mum's here. -relieved..hey dere. things have taken a weird change in me and others!!! definitely making my first day of term 4 much better.. i'm feeling different though.. weirdddd. anw.. i've taken a bit of liking to studying too. if i've time i'll study hard for hist test coming! haha. and orals on wed.. ERGH. i'm tongue-tied. i'm borrredd. though. and i've got no time. gotta stay back for d&t.. and hist and chinese remedial. i think i'm e only one in class with two remedial. whatever. it was expected anw. and chem project not finished....
Sunday, September 12, 2004
YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY. i'm happy and HIGH!!!!! YEEPIEEEE. FINALLY. hah. i've found that life is good if you just cancel all those stuff bothering you! like IRRITATING ppl.. etc. yyaaaay. its a beautiful world afterall!! =D. today. i studied. i little. was rushing my work la. gosh tmr starting school already! so sad.. no more staying late into the night.. bleah. exams.. well. just study.. so what? haha. mug mug mug.. at least i know somewhere MANY lots of ppl are mugging thousand times harder than me and nearly dying. yep i know. a simple life - what i need. yaay. the best thing is we're changing seats tmr!! no more IDIOTIC seating in front of the horrid door. teacher come in and pick on me.. stoopid rubbish. like sally wong la come in only 'pull up ur socks!' -wth!! dont care la. small fly buzzing around me.. at the most i be toot during her lesson and she'll be happy. fine. hmph. i'm feeling so different today. maybe the after-fever syndrome. HAHAHA. lyk dian had and she was super hyper. yes like me now. feel like partying all night but hafta go to school tmr!!! and dere's pe. pe suxxxx. i've found now all the pe teachers suck. you-know-who and MY pe teacher.. super bias peeps. and SOME pe teacher lyk to pick on my socks too. what is the PROBLEM with socks!! there's gotta be more to life.. and there IS more to life actl if you search for it. anyway. tagboard has a problem. huge problem. grrr. yep.
Friday, September 10, 2004
there're more idiots in this world than i thought there was. YOU better watch out. nvm. forget it. if YOU irritate me once more BLOCK. YOU were damn lame too anywayenough shit. well. i'm sick. sore throat. wadever. three-quarters done with chem project. well done to me.. dont feel lyk bloggin i'm SICK.
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
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but i guess i aint meant to live in this world.
but still..
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There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more
Well it's life, but I'm sure...
there's gotta be more to life...
Than wanting more
OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! WHY ARE SO MANY MANY MANY PPL GOING FOR PSL INTERVIEW??? gosh. shiqian sherie linxi??? i thought shiqian was enough till i read sherie's then linxi bloggg??? erggggghhh. k. nvm. at least emilyyyy dint right? you dint go did you!! nor did kim? anw. maybe its just a different person. if i were to become someone lyk that everyone in e school will jump. down e building. yep. i mean it. to follow me. no intentions yet though. but dere're so many falling-into-e-train-track iccidents nowadays but that's a painful way. very unsightly too. nah. [cross out]
Thursday, September 09, 2004
duh. just finished watching SI + apprentice. hey stoopid audience all around. how can nana and beverly not win! wthhhhhh. that jerry person is so ****!!! anw apprentice. just reflections la. doesnt really matter. and i'm damn pissed with e chem project. been doing for 2 days and we finished only 20% of it. what la. and tmr must meet up again so early at 10. WTH. stoopid. i'm feeling horrid i wanna cancel it. life is a disaster. SO WHAT if i fail? yeah SO WHAT??? so what if i get kicked out i wont die what. even so, SO WHAT if i die? doesnt really matter. and i dont think i makes any damn difflife is about acceptance
you cant hate a person forever
the only way is to accept him/her for the way he/she is
afterall, everybody has flaws.
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this is to one particular person only
but i hope you know who you are
just wanted to bring this up
and this is what i live by
believe me
yeah i made it up myself.
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
that was all i needed to hear.--------------------------------------------------------
if you trace your miseries and sorrows right to the end, friends are always the cause of them..
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character, not riches
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i just thought. the good thing about getting a medal for an individual event like jumps is the thought that nobody has the same one as you.
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attempt 1- was too scared
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I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when I’m lonesome
And I dont feel right when you’re gone away
Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when I’m lonesome
And I dont feel right when you’re gone away
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Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But, when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away
(chorus)
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away
(chorus)
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away
(chorus 2)
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Break away
Break away
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broken- how i'm feelin
breakaway- the song i'll play when i the decision is made
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
one way ticket to heaven.this world sucks so much. so does rg life. it sucks the most. and to the person who is secretly reading ppl's blogs and is obviously not supposed to be: it is TRUST you have said but you've broken it. i know more than you think and you know much less about me than what you think you do. i may not look like a typical victim of depression in front of you but somewhere else i dont even feel i have a soul.
my mind is deteriorating and i'll study no longer. what is the damn use of studying when everybody in this world dies in the end? rich, poor, notorious, famous ppl will all DIE in the end. what is the DIFF? this is HELL.
Monday, September 06, 2004
what is the meaning of lyfe. you live, suffer, die. what is the damn MEANING??? if you say it's to contribute to society to give the later generations a chance... but they will suffer and die too and it goes on till one day homosapiens get EXTINCT. so WHAT? is there a difference between dying now and later when you wont even make a distinct difference in the world? why why why. this is a hard question i'm just debating in myself. but no answer comes out. none. if someone can give a good explanation then. welcome.because my life sucks so MUCH.
know my meaning. my mom is the most idiotic asshole i've seen in my lyfe. a piece of shit form hell and i hope she sees this. if my lyfe will be lyk that always i'll rather be in hell. you've gone too far. someone has to get lost - out to bloodworld and if it's not you i will gladly volunteer. and this is how i feel. a bitch's game. i'm a hellkid chilling no longer.
God Must Hate Me
Last night i just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up every little thing i ever try to do
I was born to lose
yeah yeah yeah yeah
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
and I wanna go home
Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
and now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again
I guess theres no use
I'm screwing up every little thing I ever tried to do
I was born to lose
yeah yeah yeah yeah
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
and I wanna go home
So what in the world am I suppose to do?
I never did anything to you
so can't you find something else to do?
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
and I wanna go home
God must hate me
I wanna go home
God must hate me
I wanna go home
God must hate me
I wanna go home
God must hate me
I wanna go home
You can't save me
God must hate me now!
ok. this few days have been extremely freaky k. wth! anw. hahahhahahaha. e songs by scooter are super funny. oh darn my mom's watching a ghost movie and she LEFT and e stoopid tv is ON. wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -shivers . argh. oh no . emily just added so many many songs to her list! gotta type type type AGAIN. ergh and i'm headachey and pukey. feel lyk puking. OMG. i think i've got GASTRIC FLU AGAIN. felt lyk this before. well maybe i should eat more. oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. its terribbbbleeeee!!! i'd rather have 39 degree fever!!! damn damn damn. i'll go get sth light to eat... later. bye candice! leaving tmr! =X hrumph. anw. dont feel lyk bloggin.
this song is hilariously funny and comical. 'RAMP! (the logical song) by scooter'
When I was young,
It seemed like life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical
And all the birds in the trees
Well they'd be singing so happily,
So joyfully
Oh playfully watching me
Good morning!
Yeaaaaaah!
One, two... one, two, three, four!
Pump it up!
Aaaah! I ramp, me no ramp,
me no skin,
me no play, yeah
When me chant 'pon the microphone
And me say with the DJ
Junglists in the place
Junglists on the case
Scooter are you Readyyy?
When I was young
It seemed like life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful magical
And all the birds in the trees
well they'd be singing so happily
So joyfully,
oh playfully watching me
Yeah!
When I was young
It seemed like life was so wonderful
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical
and all the birds in the trees
Well they'd be singing so happily
So joyfully
Oh playfully watching me
Come on!
Love, peace and unity
Siberia, the place to be
The K The L The F and the ology
Halleluja!
One, two... one, two, three, yeah!
Rough!
Aah!
Here we go!
When I was young
It seemed like life was so wonderful
A miracle ,oh it was beautiful, magical
and all the birds in the trees
well they'd be singing so happily
So joyfully
Oh playfully watching me
Stand up!
Once again!
We're gettin' jiggy!
Siberiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Yeah!
Goodbye!
Saturday, September 04, 2004
HIGH. nah. not really. omg just had a freaky encounter. met someone online with ethel's email.. (dunno how in the world...) then she was lyk.. who are you so many times.. and in the end she said dint know me so i cancelled her. wth. and i'm sure it was ethel's email. but anyway.. forget it.. tt's why i tot i havent met ethel online for so long.. duh. anyway. today. open house. blah blah blah. walk around... and then 10 oclock then went to cine with em kim sherie andrea.. watch cinderella story... so swweeettt!!! and chad michael murray is cuuuutttee. lols. yep. but it was nice still. gosh. you know what. my day (night and evening) has been super FREAKY. omg. brrr........... and so many coincidental stuff and of coz freaky ones on msn.. ppl with nearly e same nick all in a row and start talking to me at the same time. gosh its e 7th month of the chinese calendar.. some ghost month or sth.. omg. and stoopid linxi's frightening me with ghost stories. grr. oh now i know why everybady have e same stuff in front of their nick:Please put a rose infront of your name to show your sympathy for the hundreds of dead children in russia who have died in a terrorist act, i hope to see the rose at ur nick...paste this to all of your online contacts!!!
wth.. so WEIRD. well its sad but why cant i show my sympathy w/out putting a rose there? wdv. i'm freaking out man. lalalalala.
Friday, September 03, 2004
i dont want you back.i love eamon. yea his songs ROCK. my way. duh. i was hyper today for about 3 hrs which is once-in-a-lifetime thing and then dunno for wad reason i thought of THAT IDIOT and i'm super pissed now i love eamon so much. putain. thanks linxi. but anw. eamon seems lyk he doesnt lyk slim shady. at all. LOOOK at the lyrics more closely.. haha. unless at some other place it's censored. oh HEEEEEEYYYYYYYYY. YEAH MAN I got a 'my band' song UNCENSORED!!! haha.. if i could get the eamon song uncensored too but anw if it didnt have such a title i couldve downloaded it. wtf. nvm. well.. TESTS OVERRRR!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. not lyk my results are gonna be good but anw.. CAN HAVE FUNNN!!! YEAH like wad i was doing this afternoon!! wheeeeeeeeeee. jumping around my room and bouncing on my bed with rock and techno and punk and hard metal music on the MAX!! WHOOHOOOOO!!!! one of the best times this year.. untill.. someone just came to my mind and boom it was gone. wdv. tt's my life. rubbish and wad more can i do.. commit suicide? yea i wonder if its heaven or hell. but heaven it shall be coz i'm now living in hell anw. cant stay the same. agree? ooh. i like enimem! and shakira! all the disco songs! hahahahhahaa. i'm totally insane now and i know it. anw. yea i've taken on kim's way of making envelopes! nice improvisation! -grins. with magazine paper!! with some stars on it of coz. yay.
Upside-down bouncin' off the ceilin'
Inside-out stranger to this feeling.. got no clue
What I should do
I'll go crazy if I cant get next to you
help. i'm depressed and irritated and sick but i'm forcing myself to be happy. so i'm twisted. super nutcase now. feel lyk jumping.......................................... outta the window. but its not a nice sight nah. blabbers.. why the hell you go and make things so complicated. why must life be complicated when u're gonna die in the end ANYWAY. shit. i'll just have fun tmr and not care 'bout tt freaking. person. whoever. sigh. still my life.
today i saw a cripple hobbling along orchard road. people always say you're lucky to be born not abnormal. but i'd rather be a cripple hobbling around the slums of london than live the life i'm living now. failed my chinese test.. as expected.. i said yesterday.. sorry candice.. i dint study
and havent studied. maybe i've let you down in any way.. i'll try to START studying but i'm just not made for it.. 5 mins of mugging and i get a terrible headache. and i'll never live on like that. i'm gonna fail everything.. just had my maths ca3 today.. knew practically nothing.. and i'll be having geog test later.. yep i'm in e classroom now.. recess.. i'm not gonna eat.. i never eat during recess.. i'm getting super malnourished.. hah. maybe i'm under depression. yep guess so.. duh.. i gotta start studdying.. a little.. at least.
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WHOOO!!! haha i just saw a nice new adidas shoe on msn.com when i opened another window. lols. its nicceeee!!! haha.. anyway. its a trekking shoe cant be used on track.. wdv. lallalaa.. i've got nth nice to do.. gotta stay back today for d&t project!! grrr.. then i'll go home and write 3 letters ethel kim and shiqian. but WHAT CAN I WRITE TO YOU SHIQIAN!!! you gave me a BLANK piece of paper!!! ??????????
ah nvm. this is a nice song btw. BUT my dad forbade me to download it because of vulgarities. wth.
F**k It by Eamon
Ohhh. Uhhhh No No No
(Runaway Statue) REMIX!
See, I don't.. know why
I liked you so much,
I gave you all of my trust
I told you.. I loved you..
Now that's all down the drain
You put me through pain
I wanna let you know how I feel
.:CHORUS:.
F**k what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
F**k the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
F**k all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
F**k you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
They call me superman, leap tall hoes in a single bound
I'm single now, got no ring on this finger now
I'd never let another chick bring me down, in a relationship
Save it bitch, babysit, you make me sick
Superman ain't savin' shit, girl you can jump on Shady's dick
Straight from the hip, cut to the chase, I tell a muthaf**kin' slut, to her face
Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what's her face
I'm a different man, kiss my ass, kiss my lips, bitch why ask
Kiss my dick, get my cash, i'd rather have you whip my ass
Don't put out, i'll put you out, won't get out, i'll push you out
Puss blew out, poppin' shit, wouldn't piss on fire to put you out
Am I too nice, buy you ice, bitch if you died, I wouldn't buy you life
What you tryin' to be my new wife, what you Mariah, fly through twice...
But I do know one thing though, bitches, they come they go
Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo'
Maybe i'll love you one day, maybe we'll someday grow
Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin' runway ho'...
.:CHORUS:.
F**k what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
F**k the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
F**k all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
F**k you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
You thought.. you could.. Keep this shit from me..
Yeah, you burned bitch.. I heard the story..
You played me.. You even gave him head..
Now you're asking for me back..
You're just another hag..
Look elsewhere 'cause you're done with me..
.:CHORUS:.
F**k what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
F**k the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
F**k all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
F**k you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
You questioned.. Did I care?
You can ask anyone.. I even said you were my great one..
Now it's.. over..
But I do admit I'm sad..
It hurts real bad..
I can't sweat that cos I loved a hoe..
.:CHORUS:.
F**k what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
F**k the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
F**k all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
F**k you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
(Repeat to fade)
Thursday, September 02, 2004
thought that at least i could be neutral to whoever irritated pissed angered me to the greatest extent, but i'm wrong. too many ppl have gone too far. ***** **** you know it. i can do nothing about it. so i'm quitting. now.k back again. well ya i was chased out of the com ystdy. ergh. and anw.. about e back-to-pschool thing yay. hsien lijie recognised me! haha. after two seconds. ANW. shit dere's zi du kao cha later and i dunno what topic issit. i'm gonna fail AGAIN. failed the first one. didn't even read the stoopid book. and GEOG AND MATHS test tmr. wthhhh. but at least i managed to download so many songs ystdy too! -smiles.. now. haha. 5 PEOPLE SUCK TO SHIT. yes shiqian senior.. this might be what youll see for a loooonggg time. and. sigh. last trng today. and i'll be free 5 days a week after skool already. sorrie yanhan! gotta go home along nowadays! haha. i realised dere's an almost-retarded person in my class. wdv. my class is retarded and nerdy. THREEE (3) former head prefects.. super quiet and rule-abiding. TOTALLY unlike me. i'd rather be in 103 or 105. 105 ppl are HILARIOUS. *hi-5 dian! =D. yep this class is retarded and nerdy. it means ppl study lyk crazy and still fail. stupid. i wanna TRANSFER. class or school. anything. just wanna get out.... LEAVE!!
I've been waitin' all day here for you babe
So won't you come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
I hope you know that when it's late at night
I hold onto my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say
Get out (leave), right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late(now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
Cause I know, about her(who), and I wonder (why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time
Tell me why you're lookin' so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold?
You go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but,
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way
Get out (leave), right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now), and I can't wait for you to be gone
Cause I know, about her(who), and I wonder (why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time
I wanted you right here with me
But I have no choice you gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
Boy I gave up everything I had
On somethin' that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these,
eye-eye-eyes, ooh noo...
Get Out!!
Get out (leave) right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now), and I can't wait for you to be gone
Cause I know, about her(who), and I wonder (why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time
Get out (leave) right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now), and I can't wait for you to be gone
Cause I know, about her(who), and I wonder (why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time
Get out (leave)
You and me, It's so late (now)
Bout her (who)(why)
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time
'what i go to school for' by busted is sick. but makes sense.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
hello. whoops havent blogged for long. anw. celebration tchrs dae yesterday went back pri school met lijie beiyu sharon again. oh and rachel from candice's class. didnt know she was from nhps. anw. then went to have lunch at.. swensens (duh) again. blah blah.. yay i'm downloading loads of songs! haha. lallalala. and school sucks more than ever nowadays. i should transfer. yes. been on my mind for weeks. YES. i finally finished downloading 70 sth songs. YAAAAY. gosh my coms bursting. and dere's zi du kao cha tmr and geog test and maths test but i've hardly studied.. whoops. did study for geog. and a little for maths. cant find my book for chinese. ok gtg soon... sigh
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