Wednesday, August 25, 2004
four people SUCK TO SHITanyway. my home com is super overshot of EVERYTHING. might blog only once a week until sept. duh. crap
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anw yesterday had trng. frankly was the most boring one ever. i did practically nothing. but read letters. hey sherie's letter was... nice. haha ok.. thanks sherie!!!!!!!! -loves sherie.. now. in knowledge hub. dunno wad i'm doing here either. bloggin. dere's only two ppl in here. so darn quiet. dunno why. normally dere'll be loads of ppl here doing their last-minute project. but now no one. nvm. i dont care. but anw.. i'm supposed to have third lang today. but quit. sigh. my life is changing lots and lots. since my multi-coloured entry down below. no more the if-dere's-nothing-to-do-after-school-and-nobody-to-go-home-with-wait-for-yanhan-until-she-finishes-her-whatever-and-go-home-together days.. no more... i'm gonna be a loner.. absolute one. just thinking 'bout my own stuff and why shud i bother about other ppl when all they do is make u feel frustrated and irritated? one thing i can confirm: my life sucks because of my class. which is 101. FULLSTOP. well..TO EM: hey sorry but i dunno wad to write to u if i dont write about THAT topic. if i write about it again i'll die. crying. ok. that's all. i gotta go now.. my dad'll be coming soon.. yep. bye.
Monday, August 23, 2004
i'm dead. help----------------------------------------
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
SHIT. I FEEL HORRID. TOTALLY KNOCKED UP. SHIT SHIT SHIT. i'm darn bored. i'm back to before my change-life period. SHIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT. no wonder i'm so darn depresssed. how how how. i'd rather isolate myself. because of this stoopid book. so inspirational. that i become my normal self. which is TERRIBLE. but if i'm not normal dere's no meaning to lyfe and i'll really be thinking of cocaine. wth wth wthhhhhhhh. i want to screeeeeaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!! wtf.
BTW. justin gatlin won 100m mens finals. !!????. weird. maurice greene didnt win?! hmmmmmmm????. oh and marion jones got kicked out somemore. didnt even QUALIFY. crazy olympics this year. crazycrazycrazy ridiculous.
pooof. sigh i'm baack to my gloomy self! haha.. normal la. not tt happy. lyk HIIIIIIGGGHHH. anw. CANDICE!! hrrruuuummmphhh!! what's tt 'senior' word behind ur name! hruuuummmphhh. dont k!!! see even xiaoqian and em and sherie dont do tt! hhhmmmph. ANYWAY. yes the movie thing was refffffferrring to u. yes yes. u and em! heees. i'm sooooooo glad i quit. whahahaha. can go out every mon and wed and fri then! haha. anybody free on those days! can go out everyday!! yaaaaay. OHHHHHHHH YEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSS. NOW I COM LAB AND MR TAN IS TAKING USSSSSSSS!!!!! YEEPIE!!!!! hahahha.
Saturday, August 21, 2004
OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGGGGG I DONT BELIEVE I'M HIGH TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT'S GOT INTO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAAHAHHAA. I DINT TAKE COCAINE OK!! HAHAHAHAHA. YEA MAYBE JUST A SLACK DAY TODAY AND A TEENY BIT OF SHOPPPIIIINGGG!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY. GOSH I'M SUUUPER DOOOOOOPER CRAZZZZZZY RIGHT NOW. YEA MAN. I FEEL GREAT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. NEVER FELT LYK THIS IN 6 WHOLE DAYS. NEVER.. TOTAL OOPPPOSITTEEE!!! HA!! first. in the morn i woke up and read for 2 hours then went for breakfast! then read for 4 hours!! hahahahaha. then had lunch! then read more and more till i finished around 2.. then watched olympics and did a lil tiny bit of hw till 6!!! yeaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! then went out out out!!! dinnerrrrrrrrrrrrrr. then. erm. hmm. bought another book! lols. gosh i'm a lil nerdy. duh. better than STUDYING. and i'm herrrrreeee. oh. fetched my bro from east coast. hwas farewell-partying for a.. well. classmate. who. is. well. sooo saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who is going to canada to study till university!! and not tt i noe her very well.. she's j1! but yea its debra. hmm. nvm. very sad tho. anyways. just wanted to let ppl noe.. for those who didnt noe? hmm. yeep! tt's all.
Friday, August 20, 2004
kk i gotta blog on trng yesterday. erm. hmm... basketball. wasnt it? oh ya. k. played bball. first time for me! lols. honestly i've never played. but anws.. it was fun! at least bedda than netball.. *duh- tt's about it la.. and then we went far east for ice cream AGAIN. and took neoprints.. they were soo niceee!! just tt janessa sorta spoiled one of them by flinging crazy stars on it and writing 'le revolution' on it.. lyk.. what! what did it mean?!! ergh. then went back skool. wif caaaanndiccceeee!!! haha. met jane. jane jane jane. ha. then went home after a while.. yup. oh. lemme see. sab owes me her letter and ethel's letterrrr!!! candice owe me a LETTERRRR TOO. and sherie and em and janessa (for a horribly long time). e sec fours are excluded ya. gotta muuugggg. bleahs-. anw. tt's all. bye!---------------------------------------------------------
whoops. i was just thinking about sth i thought of some days ago. ha. which is better- string knife building or cocaine? haha.. if anyone understands what i mean.. dont take it seriously! yeeps.
lalalalalala. i'm feeling so weird. today i was having fun during math and history and lit and geog lesson. I DONT BELIEVE IT!!!! OMG OMG OMG dere's really sth DARN WRONG wif me. gosh. am i alive or not. feel lyk i'm living w/out a soul! gosh. tossed and turvy mind*.. and i just quit third lang. useful bit of crap la. just make u fail. blah. so i had a slack time during third lang! reading a book for 1hr 45 mins! yay. hahaha. hey anybody want to watch stepford wives with me this wed? i wanna watch! and i'm gonna watch garfield (LOLS) and cinderalla story! whahahahaha. maybe during hols. anw. its 5 days continuous i've been.. crying! yaaaaayy. set a new record for myself. k i'm so crapping here. help i'm nuts. bring me to woodbridge. and i honestly wont mind. BUT to the seniors once and again: please dont care about me k!!!!! coz i dont wanna trouble anyone else since i've troubled enough ppl already and i know it. if i hadnt told u i would be having thrice the amount of misery tt i'm having now. so THANKS LOADS AND LOADS. u know who u are so THANKS!!! love you lots.. and i dont think i would be as sane as i am now (at least) if my problem had not been shared. knew dere was at least a couple of ppl to count on.. =DDDDD *SMILES- (first time in 5 days)
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Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
SENIORS!!! PLEASE DONT CARE ABOUT MY PREVIOUS BLOGGGGG K!!!!!!! GRR. DERE'S ABSOLUTELY NTH WRONG. at least. LET IT RESSSTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
heelloo. to all the crazy ppl or seniors who are so nicely concerned.. i was MAD k??!!! ergh. dont need to care!!!found out. so many things in lyfe. can never NEVER trust ANYBADY. will never be contolled or influenced. so what of other freaking idiots? why should i care about them. -living my own lyfe.. and NOBADY lives my lyfe. i'll trust myself and follow who i wanna and if i'm wrong and learn the hard way.. let if be. so what? only my family can be trusted fully now. anyway.for the first time i'm not looking forward to training. my lyfe now.. why are we even born when we hafta go through nth but pain and suffering and die in the end? smts i think lyfe is meaningless.. so what's e diff between dying now and later? sighs.. something.. that's been on my mind for one whole night.. jumpers. i HAD always thought we were very bonded.. maybe too much. but never really noticed things deeply. and dere's only 3 seniors i marked down.. whom i can really talk to and can really trust.. fully. thought of them for one whole nite.. nvm. this is all crap. maybe i'll talk to them sometime.. sometime. yes. and i havent been blogging much. for ONE reason. ONLY. if i had blogged u'll see the f-word in almost every sentence. but i'm more chilled now.. though now if SOMEBODY gets on my nerves i might change. back. anw i dun care about trng anymore. sorrie snrs. sorrie candice. yes. trng.. just trng what. what's so fun about it. just keeping fit.. getting more skilled.. etc. but in the end if u do well in nats or dont.. so what? and so what also if u do well in studies? u might be a billionaire.. rich.. clever.. nice family.. but ALL will be gone one day.. u'll die. everybody dies.. so why suffer so much to get what u want and lose EVERYTHING in the end? i think i'm going truely and seriously insane. i feel lyk i'm not even alive now. i dont care if i fail every subject.. get scolded etc. i must see a psychologist. yes. my dear cousin. yes should see him. anw. wad rubbish. i'm going so crazy because of drastic changes to my lyfe. i'm making so DRASTIC changes to my ways.. living my own lyfe.. not caring about anybody but me.. its selfish. but i'll care (in the way that it is helpful to others, and not to myself). dere's trng today. i dearly need to talk to SOMEONE. gosh. what a lyfe i'm living. -used to think that friends.. seniors were what the teenage kids needed most and lyked. but i'm quite so wrong. so many many uncountable deceivers.. fakers.. liars.. but u'll never get to know them well unless u observe and not get so close that u see no faults or flaws in that person. rubbish. i've gone through too much. far too much peer pressure for me (i finally realise-thanks to my father.. a family is always there by ur side.. thanks).. gone through SOOO much.. at least as a sec one. sec one. 13. and i've gone through all this. i cant believe it sometimes.. but it's just so true. real. now i gotta make decisions by myself.. all alone.. only my family and the 3 snrs and one friend i'll fully trust. being a tracker.. jumper (especially) rg.. is sometimes worthless.. and i'm slowly regretting coming here. i shouldnt haf ever chose to come here (i think) sometimes.. shouldve just stuck to wad my fate was.. but i wouldnt stand it.. accept it. too stubborn or afraid. but now that i'm here i cant change things..so i'll just hafta live this bitter lyfe until i find a reason for living well and find i way to live with the people.. things.. events.. that live me sick and regretful and remorseful.. ok i guess tt's all i have to say. but if anyone knows what i'm talking about please PLEASE just keep it quiet. dont let others be affected by you and just let them live their own lyfe if they want to.. afterall it is THEIR life. anyway dont care so much about me coz i'm (as i said) almost lost my sanity and i'm just tryin to change and adapt to the lyfe put in front of me. i'll let the matter rest. and i've already let it rest. dont bring it up. ever. again.
Saturday, August 14, 2004
haha. feelin very weird today. anw skipped netball this morn coz i was too sleepy to get up. lazy.. coz of yesterday's project laaaa!! ergh. did until 1 sth! but now we're lyk.. one of the fastest! and will definately finish by due date! yea! *hi-5 chaoy!!!* hees. imagine e lousiest and best student in class as partners! hahaahaha.. lols. i'm lucky. SOO lucky. wont fail humans already. yaaaay. anw we met at skool and i ate! -ate for most of e time.. chocs! e nice cadbury crunchy choc + melted choc inside choc. ok haha.. and hairibos! yeepee. i'm greedy. then skool was too boring for us and e library was closed everything was closed.. so we went borders to research on project. books. fancy us going to orchard on a chill-out saturday afternoon to STUDY!!! omg. felt really horrid. anw. i got a look around for books.. couldnt find really fitting ones.. e dan brown books are getting sick for me.. ergh. anw we nearly finished e project already coz of my pro partner. but i printed ALL e stuff! nvm. then we went home and i decided to check out harbourfront centre since it was on my way.. wow its much much much more lyk a shopping place now la.. espirit bread talk cheers city chain bossini hang ten orange julius starbucks gnc macs ebase u2 aasics fila evercare gift n name sports connection world of sports montip food junction home fix guardian pasta mania.. etc. gosh my memory's quite good! haha! and i saw this NICE bag from montip! yes i'll get it.. on mon or wed.. yep. hoof. now watching olympics. yay. haha. ok i gotta get on with my project AGAIN. we're fastest! still rmb.. lols.-----------------------------------------------
ok i just read xiaoqian's blog. her latest entry. and the first thing i thought she might have gone mad of was what i had gone mad of also and when i checked back to see e possibilities dere was a high chance tt it was true. omg. its making me mad too. sheesh. i feel lyk crying coz i'm so mad about sth. shit. why why why. i wanna talk to somebody too. but i've nobody to talk to too. if i talk to my closest fren she'll still say i'm mad. coz i AM mad now. whatdoido!!!! shitshitshit. i've been thinking of this crap for MONTHS. ok. and dere's somebody quite appropriate whom i can talk to too. but she'll just freak out coz i'm totally NUTS. nutsnutsnuts. done. confirmed i'll stay mad for e rest of my lyfe. anw. my homework is piling up lyk hell. wth. and i've been taking this stooopid quizzes coz i'm so darn bored. darndarndarn. i'm still thinking of the thing tt's making me mad. damn! ergh. SHIQIAN!!!!! why did u ever mention u being mad! remind me of horrid stuff!!!! see la. i'm gonna cry alrdy.
Friday, August 13, 2004
heeeello! haha.. gosh i'm darn busy now rushin for humanities proj. erggg. anw since nat day so lil ppl are bloggin alrdy.. so i'm considered good! haha. olympics opening ceremony startin in approx. 4 hours! yaaaaaay. but its in e break of the morn! gosh. i'll rather sleeeep. hees. agh. nth much to say except for work work work. so dere. maths SUCKS. chinese SUCKS. yep! tt's all. bye!--------------------------------------------
ergh ok linxi is not here AGAIN. when i wanna talk to HER. eurrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhh. stoopid murphy. anw is not to be known to MANY ppl u SEE. so i WANT YOU ONLINE! argghhhhhhh. hey. pviera and wsamuel and mowen for real? hmm. crazy.
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STOOOOOOOPID chaoying is killing me man! ask me research SOOOOOO much stuff on e damn tang dynasty? WTH. i've research for 6 WHOLE HOURS my dear friend!!! [PISSED]
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
wth. someone is pissing me off. someone is making me darn angry. someone is a freaking idiotic piece of vermin. and tt stoopid someone is a great gossiper. congrats. two nice ppl noe EXACTLY who this someone is and hopefully the someone noe who someone is. ok i just realised this someone has something on and very similar to another someone. who is better though. wth. -freaked out. ok i dunno what nonsense i'm blabbering now.------------------------
grrr. i want linxi online NOW!!!!!!!!!! why are you never online when i NEED you online and always online when i find tt i'm seeing you online every single day? errrrrrrgggghhhhhh. stoopid murphy's law.
Monday, August 09, 2004
hah. just back from slpover at candice's house! sun: xiaohui's bdae! happy burfday!!! had dinner with jumpers.. ms zhang.. grand senior! hmm. dere was ms zhang lijun xiaohui amy lulu ethel candice janessa sab vania kim sherie emily xiaoqian (horrible linxi didnt come!) and me. ah 15 ppl. haha when xiaohui arrived we got out the whipped cream and chocolate fudge and poured and sprayed at her! whoops. lol. yay i managed to smack the three plates of whipped cream + chocolate fudge right into her face! oops. hahahaaha. it was fun though. but poor xiaohui had to go bathe straight away. then we started eating.. and then the dunking!! yay!! the best part of the sleepover i think. everybody got dunked! except xiaohui and janessa and ms zhang and lijun. yay. i pushed candice in!!!! yaaaay. first successful one. coz candice was standing at the edge of the pool and staring at ppl inside and was laughing or sth lyk tt.. haha! then i just pushed her in! and then i decided to jump in with sherie since only e two of us were left. whoohoo! and we had a nice group shot in the pool! haha. then we got out. ok.. and had sparklers and cut the cake.. and the leftovers. of the cake. clever xiaoqian got a bright idea. so very smart. and we 'pretended' to get a shot - xiaoqian amy emily me. and sab was taking. THEN. crazy xiaoqian got the plate of leftover chocolate cheesecake oreo cake and smashed it on emily's face. and emily THOUGHT I WAS INVOLVED and smashed it in my head la!! WTH!!! i HAD NO IDEA that xiaoqian was gonna do tt la! she was supposed to do it to sab!!!! ergh. then washed up. of course. and cleared up.. ppl who weren't slping over left.. only lulu xiaohui candice janessa xiaoqian emily me left. ha. bathed. watched tv. city of angels. haha. then sleepyheads lulu xiaohui janessa(naturally) xiaoqian slept and me and emily were STONING in the guest room while they were sleeping. watched some nutcase movie that didnt make sense. from 12-2am. were munching on LOTSA stuff and got some nice lime drinks.. with some rum. nice dove chocs, marshmallows, sweets.. haha! i'm seriously getting fat.. anyway we had so much fun.. then me and emily and candice went to town and walked around and did not know where to go so we walked from cine to forum and back.. and were looking desperately for a 24-hour place to stone but anyway when we walked back and took some sleepy pictures which looked horrible we were back at cine and twas 3.30. then watched a movie. connie and carla. ok i dont really know what its about coz i was sleeping for two-thirds of the show.. BECAUSE twas so COOOOLLLDDD in the cinema la!! we were practically freezing to death.. brrrrrrrr. anyway after the movie we went to coffee club! hot chocolate.. and warmed up.. finally. then we had lotsa time left still and walked and walked and didnt know what in the world to do. so we walked around aimlessly and took pics and finally it was near 7am and we went to king albert park macs and had breakfast. then wanted to play lan games but everywhere were lyk CLOSED.. so we went home. and it was 8sth. yea! and the rest of the sleepyheads woke up and we slept. yep. from about 9am-1pm. gosh. 4 hours. but i was refreshed enough la. so we went town again and had lunch. at nooch. then we got sherie's present! haha. and we went back. play ps for a while.. and it was about 6 and went home! ok i'm quite freaked out about sth yesterday but will not mention. ha. somebody else knows la. something irritating and idiotic and disappointing too. sighs.. nvm la. too bad sth gotta change lyk this.. forget it anw.dere's alot of ppl's bdae coming soon! hmm. sherie.. emily.. yep. feeling very weird now also.. hafta study AGAIN. after so much fun. eugh crap. trainings getting back again i think. yay!! its gonna save me. haha..
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watching singapore idol now. wth. all my goosebumps coming out man. gosh. i gotta switch off the tv soon or i'll puke. OMG. this guy who just sang lemon tree. LOLOLOLOLOL. i'm gonna die laughing. help. =X
Saturday, August 07, 2004
lotsa homework nowadays. but i'll still blog anyhow. firstly everybody owes me a letter except ethel. as i've said! =) actl ive nth to say. just wanna blog. homework!! ergh. oh ya. i didnt mention yesterday. e sec3 track com has come. abby capt huijuan and candice vice huishan secretary sab treasurer i think....... erps. i'm becoming lamer and lamer.
Friday, August 06, 2004
first.. i just found out. that. HSIEN LIJIE was from my pri sch?!!!!!! and CHONG BEI YU too!!! omg x 1 zillion. so they're my seniors! wow. wow.. gosh man. i never knew. for so many YEARS. and she was indiv champ b4 too. fellow schoolmate. and i DINT KNOW. ergh. blur blur blur. anw. found out today. when i went back to nhps. (btw nhps is lousy at track. super dooper lousy. they dont even haf track. closed down. haha) and. saw 'someone who looked lyk lijie' at e canteen. and i was thinking.. hey tt person looks lyk lijie. i think its lijie.. it must be lijie and it WAS. -how i freaked out. -was lyk.. why e hell is she here? then my dear friend told me she WAS from nh. gosh. and went home to check e school mags. and realised tt beiyu was also from nhps. argg.. what'd happen if i'd gone to nyg instead? haha..anw dere was nat day celebration. quite ok.. at least bedda than nhps's one. -bleahs. yup. then em had remedial. and i was stoopidly waiting at e foyer to return her 7 bucks. then i realised she had remedial. so i RAN up to her classroom and was outta breath and then found out tt e teacher had alrdy come! wth. so sorrrryy em! i asked for u but u didnt come out to claim ur 7 bucks so i guess i'll give it to u on sun!
then went to nhps and u noe wad i found out.. blah blah.. and went heeren.. billy bombers.. lalalaa..
saw a bunch of guys.. and guess who was behind! dear linxi!! hahahahahaahahaha.. wasnt surprised though! and then went to get tickets for the village.. then went to arcade for a while.. blah.. and the movie. it is just TERRIBLE. probably e lousiest show i've watched in my entire life. ppl who havent catched it: never do. waste of money and time.. e whole movie is dragged and talking.. and when u think e scray part is coming, its not scary! and e 'monster' ended up to be an insane homosapien. wth! sighs. and e person on my left (piggy lene) kept screaming for no apparent reason. ??? come to think of it there were only 2 scary parts. yup. lousy show la. then later went to take neoprints at cine still. e neoprint WOMAN.. should go to hell. dere was a super screwed machine in e first place. oh ya. and dere was this chij trio queueing up at e machine and went we went in at e same time.. she was lyk.. "fuck off".. wth. and so crazy louis was gonna swear at them or distort their faces.. and so we waited for a damn half an hour. fine! but then e darn machine was so screwed. eat up e coins somemore! and e freaky woman thought we were cheating her or what. -we're not so lame for pete's sake. so she took another fifteen mins to COUNT e money to confirm tt we were not cheating her. wth. wth wth. in e end it was e coin tt was stuck in e machine. brainless asshole of a woman. but then e neoprints were quite nice. but e number was wrong la. all thanks to piggy lene. ergh. but nvm. and we saw tt stoopid woman again. (but of course..) while cutting e thing. tt woman was lyk.. these kids nowadays are gettin so brave (in chinese tho) coz i just took a pair of sissors from e stinky counter. and so louis had an argument wif her and they didnt finish coz my smart friend walked away. yea tt's e way! e terrible woman is speechless la.. haha. and anw i'm never going to tt neoprint place ever again.
but anw after tt we went home. oh ya. EVERYBADY owes me a letterrrr.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
lala. i hate this server. lousy lousy dial-up one. anw i've got agreement to go for e slpover! haha must act guai and do hw.. blah. yay. ahhhhhhhhhhh. tmr got nat day celebration!!! wth wth wth. and my stoopid stinky class is wearin red top white bottom and i dun haf a tooty white bottom so i'm gonna be e odd one out and e stoooopid class chair screamed at me. lyk what!! ergh. haf bought e sec 4s prezzie! and linxi's.. and now i owe em 7 bucks. fine. and i'm broke then. hmph! anw today.. went to plaza sing to get juinyi's prezzie! she's leavin soon! argggg!! and edna tan's. she leavin too!!! and she's e darn nicest teacher who lets ppl sleep in class for e ENTIRE block.. rite christine? haha. yea i wish bio was e whole year through! =D. but now i'm stuck wif old haggy slow-talker act young blur stoopid horrible sickeningly irritating tay yoke lan. wth wth wth. and i might haf her for chem too!! gosh. how i will DIE. anw. this com - is - s-u-c-k-y. screwed screwed and screwed. but what can i do. yea tmr i've 3 choices to where i'll be going after e dumb celebrations! wif class or former class or seniors.. but seniors are bedda. wif class.. to pasir ris park? NEVER. former class- back to pri school? errr............ nostalgia. no no no no no x1000000. yay. i'm competiting wif candice see who blogs more! hahahaha. yea i'm quite free.. well not really lotsa hw but dere's a long weekend! =D. oh. yea. sherie's bdae comin veh soon!! hahhhhh. what shall i get. or what shall we get? hmmmmmmmmmmm...... hahaha. shall go look around! :)------------------------------------------------
ok i guess i shouldve read candice's blog before i blogged. uh. e last blog. 4 aug. for candice. ............................ cant describe. -just teared when i read it . yes of course ms zhang is a marvellous coach. and teacher. but i didnt really think anyone could describe her as what my dear senior did. now that ive read it i'll cherish every bit and moment wif ms zhang. if she's leaving next year. its just gonna be plain disaster. for me. especially. i'd only haf one year wif her. for coaching. but is it decided. i dont know. there is a high possibility. as some ppl said. there's not much i can do. but continue training as hard and try (which i think is totally impossible) to get over it. what would trainings be like without e person who cheers us up and jokes even in e most tensed and stressful times. a bore. a pain. nothing at all. i dont know e actual reason why she's leaving. i guess i can confess that e c div are gonna die. next year. especially IF she leaves. c div.. erm. almost nobody left for next year. is that what ms zhang fears and doesnt want to live e nightmare? maybe. =desperately trying to recruit more talents=.... dearly dearly hope she wont leave. it'll be such a change impossible to adapt to. i guess especially for e sec 3s who've been wif her for 3 years? what more can i say...
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
I'm darn bored. and hungry. post-mortem later.----------------------------------
oof now in class! hah. doing rs project.. but bloggin too! see i can multi-task. pro rite! haha. was WEIRD today. got hungry after 2 blks but controlled myself. ergh my hairstyle sucks! cant bring myself to go veh far.. and janessa didnt recognise me for e second time. fine la! =X yay stoopid liwei chinese teacher didnt come today. super slack! did nth but discuss on class outing for juin yi. heh she's nice! wad stupid pasir ris park after this fri's celebration.. blah. shall not go.. will go to town instead! maybe wif other sec 1 friends? unless dere's a shopping trip! yay. ok shall get back on my project. oh ya. xiaoqian's really right man. i do blog alot. haha. *love to slack! -grins..
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yay i finished my typing for rs proj. in 2 mins. -efficient! gosh. 'been really bored at home nowadays.. nobady to write letters to when i've got so much letter papers and postcards! -blah i'm super lame and bored noww!!! headachey.. fitness low.. could hardly do 200 for sbj either.. lousy!!! oops. xiaohui's bdae is this sunday! and sherie's on e 18th! wadshalliget.. hmmmmmm. gosh i'm broke! ergh.. stupid stupid nat day celebration this fri somemore.. whoops i've crapped ALOT. byye!! school's endin alrdy..
Monday, August 02, 2004
test test test. stoopid rp programme. go to hell! dere's two physics tests for me this week and some chinese idiom test.. crap!!! wth wth wth wth. and i just finished one physics test. spa test tho. written in the morning and practical just 15 mins ago. yea in skool now classroom. dunno why i'm doing this. dun feel lyk going home. crap crap crap. shud i go town? hmm.. can shop. but it makes no sense to go alone. blah. shall get someone to go wif me. oh ya. physics practical. SCREWED. i was plain STUPID la. ppl alrdy told me wad to do but i thought that if everybody got it wrong and i got i correct, idiotic teacher would think i was told. then blah blah.. and so i just went my own way and even forgot how to use and read the damn venier calipiers and micrometer screw gauge! but they didnt test on how u calculated so i wrote down any number. but since it was ONE ON ONE, tt crazy nut teacher had eyes STUCK on what i was doing for the whole 20 mins! wthhhhhh!!!!! so i got more wrongs than correct. luckily its formative. but dere's eoi this wed!! erg. and post mortem tmr. lalala.. ok i guess i'm going town. decided to go myself if i cant find anyone. crap. i should be studying. how how how? nvm i'll come back school again and study. so stupid rite.
Sunday, August 01, 2004
yesterday.. had mini netball carn. CRAP. halfway rained and they told us to go home. wth!!! and its so BORRING. if i ever joined netball i'd die. anw.. went to heeren @ 10 wif yanhan and hui2 to take neoprints.. hah. nearly got lost in heeren. got my pencil case finally! then went taka to eat. hui2 went frens house for project.. and we walked her to wheelock place! and tt was 12sth alrdy. then me and yanhan went reading mags @ borders.. blah. and went marks and spencers and bought chocolate coated raisins! yummy.. and then xiaoqian wanted me to go watch spidey with her. yay! and e show started @ 4. so went wif yanhan to walk AROUND.. pac plaza.. far east.. and then met xiaoqian at orchard mrt. went to cine and most tickets were sold out. ergh!!! so we WALKED back to lido and bought tickets and xiaoqian got uniform. ha. and went BACK to WHEELOCK PLACE and MARKS AND SPENCERS AGAIN to get percy pigs and fruit sherbets. wth!! i practically went to every block of orchard at least twice laaaa!!! ERGH!!! my legs were sore.. and my knees are dying rite now still. and then we went lido. ahh.. and watched spidey. nicceeee!!! haha. but e ending was weird. then it was 6 o'clock already.. i hadta RUSH home. and xiaoqian wenta meet sherie to buy linxi's present. and i seriously RUSHED home. ran every bit tt i could. and reached home at 6.50.whoo. i reminded myself to blog on track finals and dinner since nobady reminded me! hmph. oh first. HAPPY BDAE LINXI! hah. i've wished u three times. one in advance one on e day itself and one belated. =D ok track finals. blah. c div nth. b div 4th. congrats seniorrrs!!! e rain was sickening. come and go! hafta rush in and out during e events. blah. tchs guys are irrrritating. erg. sorrie luke. haha. and track dinner. e stoopid bus left wthout us! and so we hafta either take bus or taxi. wth. so we took shiyun's groups' taxi. WHOOPS. sorrieeeee!!!!!! and i guess they mustve been SUPER pissed bcoz their taxi got taken twice. first by ri guys. hah. anw we got to ps. then kim was so lost her fone. and was screaming and trying to find it. and fell and dislocated her arm. gosh. but e fone was in her bag. erg! and so em and sherie accompanied her to gleneagles and blah blah blah they came back at 9 sth and ate lyk gluttons. yay we got a bottle of sweets from e nice sec 4s! =D. and a nice msg. then we went back quite abruptly at 10 sth.
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