Wednesday, June 30, 2004

haiz dis gotta b short coz i gtg soon.. ergh. so lil ppl online ergh nvm. normal. ethel & sab never seem 2 b.. *bleahs- nvm. oh no wad shall i blog.. oh. yup 2dae was a normal skool day. woke up dis morn with shins abnormally painful.. ?? oh no gtg alrdy.. grr

outofmyhead @ 9:43 pm | c0mments

Monday, June 28, 2004

~pls dun read dis if u still 1 to live~
wanna crap now.. haf nothin bedda 2 do.. grr. and i'm still in skool la. wad rubbish. huh. i've decided to support holland. but i wont mind if portugal wins. *bleah* gosh i'm really typing crap. just realised emily is e only one w/out an identity! (as in a role 2 play)yep.. updating.. sherie shepherd, shiqian mistress, linxi sheep, wanyi sheepdog, kimberly evil mutton chopper.. yea. em had bedda be sth! grr. gosh she can be sheep's wife actually. lol. depends on whether sheep wants a mate tho. ok ok dis is REALLY crap. i'm BORED. tt's wad. oh and jean danker has gone to class 95! SICK.. erps now wad's perfect 10 gonna be w/out her. (unthinkable)=X. dere's a nutmeg now in knowledge hub who juz played a music(?) on lightning. kkaes not music. OMG this is e most crap i've ever written in my life and bedda believe it. hmm. [thinkin of more rubbish]..

outofmyhead @ 4:53 pm | c0mments

Yellow
You should be wearing the colour....Yellow! Yellow
is known to be the first colour the human eye
catches. You are a person who is full of
dreams, and large ambitions, so if you want to
get noticed, wear yellow!


What colour should you be wearing?
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grr.. did nothing yesterday.. but study! feel horrid. :X. todae didnt get new timetable! den pe was sick. horrible.. back-to-school feeling is TERRIBLE.. hw.. tests.. assignments.. blah#. now doing dreamweaver.. AGAIN. sighs. hey anybady know whether czechs won or denmark? argh.. until now I DONT KNOW!! gosh.

haiz. i'm so stoopid! grr. haha just when internet and found out CZECHS 3 DENMARK 0 !!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAZY!! the nut-filled czechs have won ALL their matches!!!!!!!!!! this is INSANE... SEMIs ARE NOW: CZECHS VS GREECE, HOLLAND VS PORTUGAL... GOSH e holland vs portugal one is a headache.. who shall i support? hmm.. like both.. well shall be neutral. but i think czechs'll win greece. den maybe.. portugal. yep holland has got big guns lyk van nisterooy(dun lyk him) and van der meyde but no teamwork.. yup. gosh.. just read more of e news.. milan baros!! he's a crazy guy.. scored AGAIN!! ?????. think he must be e top scorer alrdy..

yup kkaes enough of dis. but dere's nothing else to blog.. juz tt dis teacher here is blabbering away.. earsore.. training tmr! yay. as usual la. =) sigh dis com is WOLS! grr. gettin on my nerves.. and nats is coming sooooon... ponning skool. haf i not said this? 21, 22, 23, 26. at cck stad! cck sucks. so hooott... and clamy and humid.. seeps up ur strength b4 u even start runup! ergh. jinxed track i say. ya had training on sat, but e sun & heat wasnt tt bad.. but i was SICK. nearly puked after warm up & every striding.. duh. but later jumps was bedda. not really tho. had 4 out of 6 foul jumps.. overstepping!!!! grr. moved back about half a feet 4 times. den in the end understep so much till i reached and overstepped. SICKENING. so best was only 9.2. ergh. and they say qualifying is 9m! which is lyk.. quite a lot.. den wad will the top 8 qualifying be? nutcase.. i'll say. den did some crazy criss-cross coordination thing.. hmmm. could haf twisted e ankle veh easily.. but no i didnt. hey i havent sprained or twisted my ankle b4! hehs. touchwood.

and b4 training had MAD. maths active day. wad crap. CRAP!!!!!! rubbish.. treat us as guinea pigs(tho i know guinea pigs didnt originate from guinea nor are they pigs).. but simply, MAD was RUBBISH. juz spend (more lyk waste) 4 hours going around blk J classrooms and playing maths games! 2 hours is bad enough! talk 'bout double.. haiz. but i did manage 2 tahan 4 hours. (tho smts wanted 2 puke).. haiz. yup.

i'm skipping 2 after trng. erps. bad organization. well anw seniors went lot 1 (i think) but couldnt coz dad was at carpark alrdy. [pissed].. but i'll go next week la.. =) yea gotta cont. on com studs..

bub
You're bubblegum!!! You love to have a good time,
and enjoy being around others who feel the same
way.
yes but I dont really like bubblegums..



Which kind of candy are you?
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outofmyhead @ 10:27 am | c0mments

Friday, June 25, 2004

hmp. horrid gastric flu yesterdae.. missed 1st day of skool which was lyk e bez day of 2 weeks.. wif training!! sigh. sickening..sway.. now haf 2 catch up on so much work.. bored.......... =q

outofmyhead @ 2:39 pm | c0mments

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

YAY SHE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy couldn't feel anymuch happier!!! was elated when i saw her on msn.. talking now! haha. oh & found out my events. long-21 july 8.30am (heats) long(finals)-22 july 8.30am triple- 23 july 2.30 pm (heats) triple(finals)- 8.30 am 26july YAAAYYYY CAN PON SCHOOL but dere're pro & cons la.. heh.. schools starting tomorrow.. sigh. good & bad.. gotta go do hw.. STILL LUV SHIQIAN!! =D yay.. finishing my hw veh soon.. yep good luck & all e bez 2 ALL my DEAR seniors 4 nats!!! tho i'm not exactly veh worried. erm. haha. still sec one! hees. boring day todae tho, did e yuedubaogao for 1 WHOLE DAY!!! RIDICULOUS piece of RUBBISH. rubbish teachers gif rubbish work la. no surprise. *duh*

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Youre the wolf of fire! You are the one who is most
likely to be a leader. The wolf of fire has a
deep passion for almost anything and is very
noble. They are athletic and rough but are
still tender on the inside. These are probably
not the most rare type but they are still very
special. A fire wolf is such a cool being the
way they eat and hunt together. If you are the
fire wolf then you are very social and proud
although you are not always loyal. But, still
being the fire wolf is a good thing because
they are strong and do most things
independently.


What Elemental Wolf Are You? (great results/read memo)
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outofmyhead @ 4:30 pm | c0mments

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

hesh.. doing sum multimedia yuedubaogao which is RIDICULOUS.. bout' jap occupation.. stupider.. & had training 2dae la.. sam called me tigger! grr.. but tigger's cute kkaes? hmph. better den sabbie la piggie squirrel baboon.. huh. now got so many animal jumpers. well dere's ... ... 6. yea. but otherwise twas quite slack.. yep jumping again.. 4eva jumping.. i dun lyk long! so hard to do it high.. haiz. & got 2 change my running style den practically whole runup screwed la. now its 20.05m i think.. anws. dere's nobady online! ?. weird. argh i hate chinese. somemore by bez subj. not lyk veh gd la.. haiz gt finish up yuedubaogao! sighzz..

outofmyhead @ 8:21 pm | c0mments

Monday, June 21, 2004

heh. juz got 2 get msn! yay. talked 2 em & sherie shepherd. yep. now nobady online.. duh.. gtg soon also anws. emily & sherie!!!! argh.. force me to change my nick 2 luv them! duh. grrr. nvm at least i love them. hees.

outofmyhead @ 11:48 pm | c0mments

sigh.. trying to finish e rest of e hols hw!! may die doing.. haiz. slacked 2 much. anw.. yesterdae seniors called around 4 extra training 2dae den in the end cancelled!! duh. den dis morn wanted 2 go gym den cancelled again. sigh 4get it. juz got new spikes.. hav done nothing 2dae but hw! not much either.. blogging while doing.. hahax. training tmr.. last 1 in e hols. so saaad... :q den start stoopid skool wif stoopid lessons.. bleah.. sigh guess i gotta get back 2 finishing all e lousy hw.. wad's a holidae wif tons of hw? senseless..

outofmyhead @ 5:39 pm | c0mments

Saturday, June 19, 2004

well i've just got dis sudden craze 4 simple plan. yea! maybe i'll lyk them more than linkin.. anws. trng 2dae disgusting topless fat man dun wanna lend us measuring tape.. w/out ms zhang. huh.. lyk we'll steal it la.. gosh. so FAT still wanna show off his blubber. anw did 9.5 4 trip! yay.. [elated].. but depends if i can do tt 4 nats.. coz i get distracted veh easily.. especially LIGHT BLUE SHOES hanging around.. den went support wings.. not lyk we gave much support la sab cant even scream.. but if she did e tents would've fell anywae.. & got 2 noe sam a lil bedda! hehs. den went home.. blah.. wrote rply letters... didnt do hw! still got lots left! arg. den went queensway see spikes. time 2 get new 1s anw.. den come home cont. letters!! & blog. yup. so xian.. shiqian'll be back on 23! haiz.. gone 4 so loong alreadi! & she still owe me a letter la... 2 or 3 weeks already. heys. ah well em's tagging lyk she msging or wad.. bleah. shall go demand msn. hmph. so caged up la.. saddd. =X and 'perfect' by simple plan is supposed to be heard here.. if u can hear it? hehs. shall dedicate dis song 2 my dad! yep nobady's perfect. happie daddies dae! hey 2 my sheep 2! come 2 tink of it..

Perfect - Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

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honestly i tink peeps'll be pissed coz lyrics r flooding.. but these r e songs i lyk la. juz as peeps'll be pissed wif a shopaholic who puts e shopping list on blog.. *duh* but blink 182 rocks 2 anyhow.. =)

Feeling This
by Blink 182

I got no regret right now (I'm feeling this)
The air is so cold and null (I'm feeling this)
Let me go in her room (I'm feeling this)
I wanna take off her clothes(I'm feeling this)
Show me the way to bed (I'm feeling this)
Show me the way you move (I'm feeling this)
fuck it its sucha blur (I'm feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I'm feeling this)

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smile from ear to ear (I'm feeling this)
My breathing has got too loud (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor (I'm feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (I'm feeling this)
Were taking this way too slow (I'm feeling this)
Take me away from here (I'm feeling this)

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

This place was never the same again after you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone on the street
With a cigarette on the first night we met

Look to the past and remember a smile
And maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat I think I'm falling asleep
But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Smile fades in the summer (Smile fades in the summer)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna)

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Smile fades in the summer (Smile fades in the summer) (So lost in this illusion)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna) (So lost in this illusion)

Fate fell short this time (Fate fell short this time)
Smile fades in the summer (Smile fades in the summer)
Place your hand in mine (Place your hand in mine)
I'll leave when I wanna (I'll leave when I wanna)

Fate fell short this time
Smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna


How evil are you?

outofmyhead @ 10:11 pm | c0mments

Friday, June 18, 2004

oops. flooding 2 much lyrics in. erps. haha. and tt evil-0-meter is irritating. but haiz. nvm. haha. i'm neutral la. not so nice but not mean either. good rite! =) hehs. oops mom coming 2 chase me away. sigh. 11's not late wad. duh. still... shall hang on a lil longer.. yep trainin tmr.. yay. as u noe i lyk trainin.. =D. so dere. coz my dammin shin has miraculously recovered. yep. was rejoicing.. but shudnt say so early. later come back again den nightmare.. gr. hey & juz realised kim's bdae on 4 july! independence day.. whahaha. quite a lodda peeps bdae on 4 july.. argh. oops gtg now later get booted.

outofmyhead @ 10:50 pm | c0mments

ptf.. heyz juz finished adding some stuff 2 e left.. tag k? anw boring friday.. finished more homework than eva dis hols.. coz only 1 week left!! sighz. so fast. damn why early school closure? makes no diff. an' fluke got linkin park 4 genre of rock. yay. tt's why i lyk them anws. haha i'm adding my fav song of LP den.. haha. chester bennington rocks.

In The End
by Linkin Park

[It starts with]
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal, didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

outofmyhead @ 10:40 pm | c0mments

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

oops. 2 many lyrics on e previous entry. heyz. sherie juz told me she went 2 a nygh gal and st. nic's blog to read.. st nics train 6 hours a day 4 3 dayz!!!! sorta CRAZY rite.. and they do 2x100m bounding!!! impossible...

outofmyhead @ 1:36 pm | c0mments

haiz. in skool now 4 some rubbish of a lit project.. but trainin later yups. yay.
hey.. been crazy 'bout dis song 4 quite some time.. yea nice song.. lyrics gettin from www.letssingit.com. yep.

Smash - Talk to me

Every night I hear you cry
Don’t you wanna tell me why
I'm afraid the way cannot without you
Maybe I misunderstand
But when I reach and touch your hand
I can't feel you anymore
You seem a million miles away from me tonight
Baby but I'm right beside you

Talk to me
That’s what my love is here for
Can’t stand to see
Those tears in your eyes
I’ll do anything it takes to make it right
Baby
Talk to me
Even if it's just to say good-bye

Wherever so hard to say
Whatever makes you turn away
Can’t be any words that I imagine
You gotta tell me what you need from me
To hold you close or set you free
Cause I just wanna see your smile again
But I can't help you if you keep me in the dark
Open up your breaking heart and


Talk to me
That’s what my love is here for
Can’t stand to see
Those tears in your eyes
I’ll do anything it takes to make it right
Baby
Talk to me
Even if it's just to say good-bye

I don’t know how to ease the pain you're going through
Baby, tell me what to do

Talk to me
That’s what my love is here for
Can’t stand to see
Those tears in your eyes
I’ll do anything its takes you make it right
Should I hold you close or set you free to fly?
Baby
Talk to me
Even if it's just to say good-bye...

and this song rocks 2...

Hanson - Penny And Me

Cigars in the summertime
Under the sky by the light I can feel her read my mind
I can see it in her eyes
Under the moon as it plays like music every line
There's a rug with a bleeding dye
Under the fan in the room where the passion's burning high
By the chair with the leopard skin under the light
It's always Penny and me tonight

On the plane step with both my feet
Riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sitting at home over the friendly skies missing her eyes
It's always Penny and me tonight

'Cause Penny and Me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground,
And Penny and Me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Staring at a million city lights
But still Penny and I are all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

'Cause Penny and Me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground,
And Penny and Me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny likes to get away
And drown her pain in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days
And nights up late by the fireplace
And aimless conversations about the better days

Singing along to feeling alright
Making it by under pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

'Cause Penny and Me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground,
And Penny and Me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight

Kim Lian - Teenage Superstar

(teenage superstar)
Say goodbye
To your boyfriend
She’s in town
For the weekend
She’s so hot
And your not
Girl she sing for it all

And take a stand
Number up now
She's second-hand
You’d better kick her ass now
She’s black light
A daylight
And now she’s waken around

Be aware she’s coming your way
Don’t be scared
Don’t let her stare

She’s a teenage superstar
Always got her VI funky cars
She think she can turn back time
Make you lose your mind, yeah
She’s a teenage gone too far
Poor, little superstar

Say hello
What’s your problem
And take control
You really gotta show them
She’s so thick
A mistake
And now she’s waken around

Be aware she’s coming your way
Don’t be scared
Don’t let her stare

She’s a teenage superstar
Always got her VI funky cars
She think she can turn back time
Make you lose your mind, yeah
She’s a teenage gone too far
Always in a brand new freaky car
She think she can have it all
Break just anyone

Teenage superstar
Gone to far
Superstar

Say goodbye to your boyfriend

She’s a teenage superstar
Always got her VI funky cars
She think she can turn back time
Make you lose your mind, yeah
She’s a teenage gone too far
Always in a brand new freaky car
She think she can have it all
Break just anyone

Poor little superstar





outofmyhead @ 12:09 pm | c0mments

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